Not living. Just killing time.

2007-02-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

30 random facts about me that you might not know yet.

1. I am overweight.
2. 50% Malay, 50% Javanese.
3. I have a habit of drinking out of the big bottle in the fridge at home.
4. I love dancing since young but my parents never watched me perform before.
5. I had botak hair till i was 2 years old.
6. I love to bite. Be it straws or your shoulders.
7. I went to Madrasah in Masjid Dharul Ghufran for my nursery, K1 and K2.
8. I exfoliate my whole body with lulur twice a week. Not anymore. Hah!
9. I can get most of the things i want from my dad but i chose not to ask from him.
10. 1 of my eyes is smaller than the other.
11. I dont really look in the eyes while having a conversation.
12. I hate when my mom swears.
13. I flush the toilet before i pass urine or motion.
14. My mom calls me Yonese when i was young because i love mayonese.
15. My nephew(Aizan) calls me aunty bebek. My mom tought him.
16. I love walking around with just diapers when i was young. That explains the nick in number 15.
17. I eat patties last when eating a burger.
18. I super love chicken.
19. I hate flowers as gift.
20. I love watching Airiel sing to a song which he doesnt know.
21. I love my family more than saying it.
22. My girlfriends are the best thing i ever had.
23. I have hots for cina looking boys! Since forever!
24. I dont look around as i walk. So if you thought i was looking at you when you saw me, you're wrong.
25. I do smile alot and laugh alot but dont try to be funny when im pissed. Seriously.
26. You'll be surprised when u see me peel off the meat of a chicken with plastic fork and spoon.
27. I lived my whole life sharing a room with my sister.
28. I did skateboarding before.
29. I wash my hands many many times before i eat. When im gonna use my hands to eat that is.
30. I start my sleep with lying on my tummy first with my face turning left.

know me abit better now? hah... guess not..

2007-02-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

i cant... i cant do it... -disappointed-

ps: stop thinking im some kind of emo shit. i was talking about updating my blog. grr!!

2007-02-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

the old big breasted fugly blonde playmate is dead now.
that was a shock.
R.I.P. Anna Nicole Smith. 1957-2007

Michael Jackson is converting to Islam. MJ?!? erkk..
thats even more shocking.

shithooooole

2007-02-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

i dont feel good. why urh?
something's not right. hmm..

back

2007-02-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

oke larrrr.. i update larrr...

oke wanted to post up the photos from the Asean Cup Finals but damn damn.. neberrrmind!(in philippino accent)

im on my attachments for 4 weeks now and i cant wait for it to end. 5 more weeks! 5 more weeks! and yea... attachments mean breakouts! im sooooo weird that i get breakouts only on the right side of my face. uh-huh.. weird heh~ for now.. i cant go on a date coz my face is disgusting. not only that.. people will get irritated with me always touching my pimply face. ugh!! its itchy u see and i cant help. i need to get back on antibiotics. FAST!

ive not been smoking for quite a while now. so far so good. i am able to turn down many many smoking invitations at work. drinking too. applause for me larr~~

and dont laugh if i tell u this. me fy and era went for syarahan few weeks back. =) we're nice girls. but era was the most convincing to be called a tudung girl. hah! maybe her tudung was neat. more syarahan to go yea? insya-allah.

forza started dancing again. we were supposed to join danceworks with d'exponent but backed out(alhamdulillah). so the upcoming competition would be butterfactory dance competition on the 15th. it must be in a group of 3 so we had to split into 2 groups, Forza(pard raizan cheryl) and G-Forza(fy dee era). i really think we need more people in our crew. anyone?? hah!

it was kinda sad at work today. 1 of the patients i had was missing his children(i guess). he kept on calling me and telling me "lapan lapan tiga(883)" which is the block number of either his son or daughter. he said he wanted to go home and he even begged me. i cant do anything. only after he told me he wants to go home then i realised that ive never seen any of his family and relatives came to visit him. and i saw a sad sad face on him during visiting hours. before i went home, he was crying coz he wanted to go home badly. such a pity.

i am sooo in need of money that i only bring a dollar to work to get myself a drink from the vending machine during my break time at work. i had to. if i were to bring a few more dollars, i would really spend all of it on food. now that i dont smoke, i eat more. and i gained 2 kg for goodness sake!! boohoo! bulimic? hope not. i guess i'll be ingesting myself with laxatives.

an AIA insurance agent called me the other day. it was fun talking to him. hah!

my friend jus got back from switzerland and how sweet of her to get me some swiss chocolates. sad that i dont evy chocolates that much but i appreciate it. thank you very nice syahidah!

my dad's birthday was on the 6th. had dinner at simei's Eatzy. oke larr. the seafood salad was nice though. then went changi airport for deserts at Swensen. a treat from me and my sis. it was nice. i'll be goin back to changi airport again this sunday to pick izzy up. i know u miss me very very very verrrrrrry much izzy. hah! tak tau malu! *does fy SC tak tau malu thing*

oke oke.. working 7am tmr. the time to wake all the apeks and the nyonyas and the toks and the neks. pick me up 3pm at work tmr anyone? wahaha! guess not. daaa~~

yummmm

2007-02-05T19:00:00.000+08:00

i love love ban mian!
hah!

pause

2007-01-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

pard.. u can help update my blog already.

blog-a-pause. period.

smooche LOVE U.. ;-)

2007-01-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

"i ask if i may kiss u.
u jus smile. no answer is necessary.
my initial kiss is jus the flirting of our lips."

my girlfriends ever read this before.. it was a nicely written msg aint it? heh..
i miss... i miss...

please my beloved girlfriends.. just let me be in the state that i am at right now. i know u're worried with the way i am and trying very hard to make me feel better and tell me whats best for me. i appreciate it. but it seems like the more u try to help me with it.. the more motivated i am to stay this way. so please. just let it be. just let things fall into place slowly.

Can you name 9 people :]

2007-01-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

1. Fiffiy
2. Pard
3. Era
4. Dalilah
5. Cheryl
6. Izz
7. Irfan
8. Fad
9. Afiq

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THE TOP!
How did you meet 3?-- she was my junior in band in sec sch
What would you do if you had never met 1?-- laughter would be much more less
What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out?-- ohhh my.. wahaha! i'd be confused.
How long have you known number 8?-- umm.. a few months ago.. like since oct? i guess..
What do you think of number 7?-- there's alot to think abt num 7!!
What would you do if 5 confessed they love you?-- i love her too.. as a friend.. if its love of some other kind.. she should know im straight. and i would remind her again that im straight.
A fact about 9?-- he's num 1's younger bro
Who is 1 going out with?-- umm.. noone at the moment. heh??
What's 4 do for a living?-- besides pretending having a pistol under her orange sweater.. she's a student now.. and one of the girlfriends for a living..
Would you ever live with 8?-- err.. no.. wahaha!
Where does 7 live?-- pasir ris. sooo near yet so far.
What do you like about number 1?-- she's crasieeee!! she's my bitchy bmp!!
Is number 3 your best friend?-- my girlfriends are all my best friends. so thats a yes!
Do you miss number 6?-- reaaaal soon bebeh!
What is your opinion of number 4?-- she needs to get back to her old self. she's more toned down now.
What do you think about number 2?-- she's just another crasieee girl! but she can be very serious about stuff. and i love love her!
Would you ever go out with number 1?-- already did!! all the time!!!
What would you do if 3 and 8 were going out?-- umm.. dont ask me.. ask num 5. wahaha!! well i would prolly be goin 'errrrkk!'.
Would you go to the movies with number9?-- why notttt...

Repost as: Can You Name 9 people :]

f-ing!!

2007-01-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

oke.. i wanted to blog this afternoon but blogger fucked-up. or maybe it was the server. either ways.

this afternoon i was reading wan's blog and he said something about his friend eating prata. i started to get hugry and yea.. like alwayssss.. crave for it. i went to the kitchen to find sambal tumis telur rebus which was full of petai! euw! i ended up eating it with rice BUT without the petai. then after taste of my mouth was horrible! ugh! and yea.. a disgusting truth about me eating telur rebus. i usually mash the boiled yolk together with my rice so as it'll be equally distributed and and and... i love the sticky texture. dont ask me why but i just do. there.. one disgusting truth about me. hah!

today today... town was like london today.. showers all around and people with their umbrellas walking to their detinations. including me. hee.. was with izz and his friend hafiz. like always, first things first, we always look for food. ate at sakura, far east outlet, and the service sucked. it'll be a no no for a second time.

then went to Image2000. heart pain! many many band tees that i want! i want band tees like Kiss, Beatles, ACDC, Rolling Stones and many moreee. ouh yea!! and Pink Floyd tee sold at heeren too!! izz liked the david bowie band tee but it was only in ladies size. and yea.. i liked it too. boohoo!! i want want all! but its f-ing expensive for a tshirt larr. 55bux. all same price. same price as the ACDC tee i bought last time. and the beatles bag at heeren is nice too. very simple but cool ehhh. hafiz bought a green lacoste polo tee and pink floyd tee. very nice lorrrr... i like this one shoe from lacoste. its green and its nice. there's one in purple and its nice too. izz wanted to get something buy ended up couldnt find what he wanted to buy. wanted to get shoes but no size. tshirts but nothing to his taste. kesian die. ouh ouh!!! i bought something!! i mean izz bought something for me! 3 NEW KNICKERS! 3 CUTE NEW KNICKERS! 3 F-ING CUTE NEW KNICKERS!!! OMG!! i tell u.. the cutting is damn damn nice!! for my body larr. bye bye topshop knickers and HELLO~~ new cute knickers!!! all got starss! i love love! one is with hearts made of stars. another one hearts with stars in it. and another one with a kiss written at the butt area sorrounded by starsss. i love love can! hee.. i was jumping around my room in excitement trying out the new knickers. was SEXCITED like hell! wahaha!! kk.. tone down now diana. heh. there's lots of stuff i really wanted just now but too bad.

i predict, sooner or later people are gonna start wearing band tees. eventhough they know nuts about them or even listens to them. just wait and see.

do u have any idea how much i miss eating wedges almost after every lecture in school?? thank god! izz bought wedges for me when we went to macdonalds just now. yum yum. i love love.

ouh yeaaaa. i waste my bloody time waking up to go to school urh! i woke up late cos no one woke me up. and reached sch to find out i have to do a survey WHICH i have already done the previous term. they said they didnt cancel off my name so thats why i had to be called back to do it. bloody arse! i even signed my name siaaa the last time i took it. i spent like only 15 annoying mins in sch. ugh! tak gerek okeeee!

someone has been trying to run here and there and ended up in hospital. see... run some more..

to everyone.. let me get this clear! the post where my ps was abt me quitting drinking and smoking.. let me rephrase it. im disappointed Mr MIA. u were my drive to quit drinking and smoking. dont let me down.

ps: thank you very nice, izzy!! many many!

yea yea~

2007-01-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 7

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2
You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's" Your Attitude?

Your Observation Skills Get A B-

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

You Are 64% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.

How Vain Are You?

You're a Freaky Kisser

When you kiss, you want to experience something newA new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictableThere's no saying where your tongue or hands will go

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Should Drive a Saturn Sky

You're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona.Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down.

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

Your Lucky Underwear is Purple

Dreamy and idealistic, you envision great things for your life. Your lucky purple underwear can make those dreams come true!You're a busy little butterfly. You have the most projects, interests, and friends of anyone you know.
You also have a flair for the dramatic. Sometimes too much drama comes in to your life and brings things to a stop.If you want to focus more, and flutter less, put on your purple underpants. They'll help you get the important things done.

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

You Are 9: The Peacemaker

You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others.
Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict.
You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come.
Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

What Number Are You?

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.
You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

irfan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

i cant! i cant!! *cries* i cant get over him! yea.. ive never met him but he seems to be the perfect guy for me. i wanna change for the better. and when i think abt him.. its all abt the good things. he's a drive for me. to quit smoking, drinking and even sex for goodness sake. and i jus cant accept the fact that he's still goin for that bloody unappreciative GF! it makes me mad! the more that he wants her... the more that i want him! arghhh!! please smellyboy... dont do this to me.. maybe u're the one that i need in my life..... i need u............

fix you

2007-01-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

2007-01-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

i love milk!! hah!

oke umm.. lets blog! december was quite a draggy one for me. maybe its the holidays im having. i did nothing but wait for a plan at home. no work. but there was quite a few events that happened in dec like zoukout and christmas and all. like ive told, i didnt went for zoukout cos i cant be there by 9. 2 tix wasted. and somewhere in dec, my elder sis didnt came home for a few days and i covered her arse like crazy. in return, she brought me along to christmas party at zouk with her friends. it was oke. kinda crazy at a point of time when one of her friend, rahmat(oh-so-cute!!! cina looking!! hah!), had difficulty in breathing coz he drank too much. we(bukit, sis and myself) were already at tamp sending bukit hm and we had to patah balik zouk to recue that cuteness. but it was oke~ hah! then the next day, we went for our cousin's daughter's kenduri cukur rambut. luckily we werent looking all zonked!

then this year's hari raya haji was laid back. my bro and sis had to work. so the rest of us went to nyanyi's and nenek's place for awhile. it was a really fast one coz my dad had to go to work. then went home and went out again. i went to celebrate new year's eve at esplanade with izzy. da macam national day gitu ramai die! rimas!! but it was worth it. the fireworks were awesome!! and its definately better than last year's. izz should know why!! kan?! heh. and yea, goin home was a drag!!!!!!! ugh!! nr7 was packed!! we waited from 1+ till 3 for a bus home. in the end when manage to catch a free bus ride. damn! crasieeee...

last thurs the girls and i went to watch cheryl dance for the Dancing Queen finals at club momo. it was great! i had fun coz i was with the girls!!! we were all crasiee. especially fy. omg!! sabar can?? wahaha!! and what adds to the goodness is that I DIDNT SMOKE NOR DRINK!!! not even a drop! neither did pard!! cheers to us both!!! good progress aye~ haha! and thank god my dad wasnt all that angry. fweeuh!!

many2 pics yet to be put up. like always, i'll do it in a bunch when i feel like it. =D

and hopefully the meet up today with wan and fithri is still on. i miss them loads!

ps: im disappointed mr MIA. i quit smoking and trying to quit drinking coz of u. dont let me down.

once apon a time

2007-01-07T15:54:00.000+08:00

once apon an evening... there was a girl named dee dee who got bored at home. she sat infront of the mirror the whole afternoon and somehow had a crazy idea. she was sick and tired with her natural curly hair so she decided to go to the salon near her place. when she got there.. she thought of cutting her hair short but the hairstylist somehow got her to have her hair rebonded for a cheap $70 with the lenght that she had. yup... she did it.. she got her hair rebonded. it was not that good but it was a good price.

love me now

2007-01-06T18:19:00.000+08:00

I will never know
Cause you will never show
Come on and love me now
Come on and love me now

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2006-12-31T18:36:00.000+08:00

the break up
the patch up
the weight gained
the weight loss
the night shift
the cina boy
the girlfriends
the dance
the shows
the comps
the shopping
the driving lisence
the break up again
the starbucks
the coffee bean
the double choc chip cookies
the apollo
the coming over
the karaoke
the drinking
the hang overs
the chipsmore
the cup noodles
the cardigan boy
the cries
the laughter
the new friends made
the jogs
the nasi ayam thousand island
the potato wedges
the excitement
the new phone
the broke period
the rain
the quit smoking
the jelousy
the ice creams

2006 is gonna be over soon. its gonna be 2007 now. 7.. i love that number so i hope this coming year would be way wayyyy better than this year. im gratefull for whatever happened in 2006. both the goods and bads. it made me learn something each time. i dont have any resolutions for now. i'll just let anything fall into place itself. im gonna miss 2006 for sure!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

ps: please people, dont fuck up in 2007!

2006-12-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

no im not!!
IM NOT OVER IT!!
ARGHH!!

boohooooo....

twirl

2006-12-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

final year exam results are out. im happy yet disappointed. happy that i didnt fail or i'll will be waiting for 9 months for the retake. disappointed that i didnt do as well as the passed 3 terms. ive noticed it myself that i have slacked alot. more sleeping, more smsing and more doodlings. in fact ive never actually listen to whatever crap that the teacher is babbling about. when i cant sleep or do my norms, i would put on my sweater and slip in earphones under my sleeves and listen to songs from my friend's mp3. i would nod my head in agreement to whatever my teacher is trying to say jus to convince her that im actually listening when im actually not. tsk tsk..

ouh yea.. have anyone told u that u often do this particular thing that u didnt realise of doin it? i have. fiffy have been noticing some stuff about me. like how i always twirl my hair. like all the time! and when something gets too funny, i'll actually clap my hands and jump. and how i blow my lips when.. umm.. oke i dont know when. haha! yea... kinda funny when u get to know..

oke.. i really wish i could continue blogging but i have to help my mom cook for tmr.. daa~~

what hurts the most

2006-12-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

zouk

2006-12-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS!!

i want to shop!!!

2006-12-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

people are goin shopping like nobody's business!!!!
bags and bags of goodies.
argghhh!!
SALE SALE SALE!!!
EVERYWHERE!!!
dammit! why do i have to be broke now?!
daddy~~!!!!

dancing in the rain

2006-12-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

it was raining pussies and bitches these couple of days.. and now its more sunny but cool. i like. i was so frustrated that it been all rainy back to back and from that i cant go out. even if i did, i'll get all wet and SICK. but its good that it did rained cos i can stay home. fyi, im like all centless and goin out with no cash sucks big time. like the other day i went to meet fy at mac. i went in to order a large ice tea and ended up buying a medium ice tea and still short of 10cents to pay to the cashier. hah! i knew i had 4 bucks the day before in my purse but i guess some toyol jus took it. but i did pay up the 10cents after some digging up from my tote. *shakes head*

i remembered that months back.. the girlfriends seems to be all excited with the boys we're dating. all happy. but now.. it seem to be falling apart. like we all have problems with the boys. hmm.. first the girlfriends were happy with the boys together and now disappointed together. i guess we're all in the same route.

and yea.. did u realise that i repeated twice of the same thing in the paragraph before this? hah!! tanpa ku sedari~~

survey

2006-12-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- OMG!! my hair!!
How much cash do you have on you?
- boohOooOo... bo lui~ not a cent... kan fy~?
What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
- more
Favorite planet?
- im not an alien.. so earth it is..
Who is the 4th person on your missed called list?
- haha.. i dont know.. i deleted my call list...
What is your favorite ring on yourphone?
- errr... my love? hah!
What shirt are you wearing?
- my pjs!!
Do you "label" yourself?
- slow
Bright or Dark Room?
- bright.. i can do nothing much in a dark room.
What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
- errkk.. i dont know her... i got it tru friendster.. hee!
What did you ate 10 minutes ago?
- chicken
What were you doing at midnight lastnight?
- sleeping
What did your last text message youreceived on your cell say?
- asl kau msg aku pt no. lagi 1..? 2 bpk aku pk.. ni no. aku.. save k
Where is your nearest 7-11?
- pasir ris central
What's a word that you say a lot?
- ar arr larr
Who told you he/she loved you last?
- err.. fy? i think..
Last furry thing you touched?
- my cat
How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- why shld i? i am a drug..
Favorite age you have been so far?
- 17 i guess.. being the senior in sch is fun..
What is your current desktop picture?
- from autumn to ashes
What was the last thing you said to someone?
- buat ape mak nak pakai hp tu lagi?
What's happening exactly the week after this?
- i would be working.. hopefully..
What's the last thing you've drawn onpaper?
- err.. i cant recall..
Last time you saw an attractive person of the opposite sex?
- syed rahmat!!!!!!! wahaha.. kk.. jus now.. heee..

1. Where is your dad right now?- in his room.
2. Last time you kissed someone?- saturday.
3. What is something that you learned about yourself recently?- i can never slim down? wahaha..
4. What color is your watch?- black.
5. Do you like anyone?- yea.
6. Are you close to your mum?- not much.
7. Where does your best friend work?- one of them at taka
8. What are you listening to right now?- nothing
9. What do you smell like?- lady speed stick.. haha.. my deodarant la!
10. What color are your pants?- im wearing a dress pjs.. so.. no pants...
.11. Have you ever done a chinese firedrill?- no.
13. Do you have a chair in your room?- no.
14. what time were u born?- afternoon i guess.
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?- yup. my sis.
16. What's your favorite number?- 7!
17. What's your favourite colour?- green!
18. What color is your mum's hair?- brown.
19. Do you have a dog?- i wish. but i have a friend who acts like one.. wahha!!
20. Do you remember singing any songsas a kid?- yes yes.
21. When was the last time you wentswimming?- last month
22. When was the last time you talkedto one of your siblings?- err.. yest..
23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?- when i was a teenager.. yes.
24. Do you play an instrument?- trombone.
25. Do you like fire?- no. but im as hot as it. heh..
26. Are you allergic to anything?- nope.. umm.. glitter maybe?
.27. When was the last time you cried?- i dont know.
29. Have you ever been to a spa?- no.
31. Do you like butterflies?- yes!
32. What is one thing you miss aboutyour past?- my friends.
34. Have you ever seen the schoolcounselor?- hah! is a cessation considered counselling?
36. What is one thing you've learnedabout life?- its difficult.
37. Are you jealous of anyone?- yes.
38. Is anyone jealous of you?- are there? i wanna know..
39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?- thank god no.
40. What does your dad call you?- diana. nordiana when he's mad.
41. What does your mum call you?- dianaaaaa.
42. Hair style?- not well managed.
43. Has a friend ever used you?- i hope not.
44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you more than as a friend?- yes. and i dont think its true.
45. What have you eaten today?- lontong goreng and rice with kuah lemak cili padi.
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?- curly.
48. Who was the last person you drove with?- my family
.50. How are you today?- not much in the mood..

FIVE THINGS THAT MAKES YOU SMILE.
1. airiel
2. the girlfriends
3. money
4. ben and jerries
5. my bed
FIVE THINGS THAT YOU BELIEVE IN.
1. god
2. karma
3. anger leads to nowhere
4. love is blind.. most of the times.
5. im a bahan marahan for the family.. i hate being the youngest.
FIVE THINGS YOU WANT TO HAPPEN
1. have a job
2. life not to get any worst than now..
3. someone to call me up
4. slim down
5. be religiously strong
FIVE BANDS THAT YOU LIKE.
1. from autumn to ashes
2. benny benassi
3. muse
4. radiohead
5. and a few local bands
FIVE THINGS YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
1. a job
2. money
3. bags
4. mooks tshirt
5. lacoste shoe
FIVE THINGS YOU HATE
1. roaches
2. liars
3. chocolate
4. caramel
5. anger

B&J!!!!!

2006-12-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

i had ben and jerries!!! AGAIN!!!! woOooOohoo!!! i had strawberry cheesecake flavour and it is as superb as haagen dazs. thank you izzy!! muah!! i want some more can?? wahaha!! seriously.. i cant find any flaws from flavours that they're offering. every flavour that ive tasted is worth every cents. i love love ben & jerries!! need to cheer me up... buying me ben & jerries would be best. hah! =D

went out with izzy jus now after for quite some time. the last was when? bugis with nana heh? tu pon stakat jmp to makan je.. haha.. so yea.. had fun... lots of things we wanted to eat and buy... esp bags for me.. u can give me 500bux right now and i can get all the bags that i want in 1/2 an hr... for real.

ugh!! i soooo need money. work work!! i need work!! boohoooo!!!

ps: eksen

BD u GF!!

2006-12-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

exams are OVER!!! how fantastic~ now im on holidays and i am in need of money badly. how pathetic~ ugh!! such a bad time to not have money larr.. i want to work at my dad's work place but he wouldnt let me coz he said the people there are gonna make use of me if they were to know im his daughter. alahaaaii~~~ i thought of goin back to swissotel but i dont wanna work alone! =(

oke... i am soooo annoyed now!! stop reminding me please!!! aarrrgggGghHHhHh!!!

went out to meet fy and pard at coffeebean. nadia's pretty.. abg tak dpt.. adik pon jadi.. wahaha!! siak urh pard! then rozz came. he was soo hyper larr... nervous bout saturday i guess.. tolong la~ lagi 3 hari... be nervous on the day itself can? haha.. kk.. then farah came. we all went off to mac central to eat. oke i was the only one who ate larr.. thanks for the company. heh. then fy and rozz wanted to go home and it was still early so i tagged along with pard and farah. we went jalan2 at metro and isetan. wahaha.. funny funny briefs we saw. dammit! well i was most of the time sakit hati. hah! whatever la... heh.. and i love love the levi's shirt!!!! i jus feel like buying that shirt larr.. but what for kan~? nak kasi siape kan~? but serious larrr.. its f-ing nice. its the one that we saw at the display kat tm situ larr fy... remember?? lawa kan! oke la stop it.

ive not been jogging... ive been sleeping alot these days.. my god! please dont get flabby.. please dont get flabby... *cross fingers*

ps: i know that i am veeeery sexy... rrrrRrrRr!!

crystal!

2006-12-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

crystal clear.
thanks. it was all i needed. your honesty.

ps: GF

i found it!

2006-12-11T12:02:00.000+08:00

last week.. fiffy and myself was trying to recall when was gangreen day... so jus now i went to look up for it... read fiffy's old blog and i found it!!! its on the 10th of april!!! the day after pard's bday!! wahaha... so.. pard's birthday celebration will the celebration for the gangreeners too oke?? NO EXCUSES FOR ALL GANGREENGANG MEMBERS!!! kk.. why am i excited? lagi lama perr kan.. wahaha..

ps: pard! aku tak lupe april oke~ hmpf!

bla bla

2006-12-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

im unsatisfied. my questions are left hanging. i need them answers. right now im am also confused by what u are telling me. i dont want to be bringing my hopes up and jus drop it at a great height. i understand ur situation but u have to choose on what u really want. it is as difficult for me. for me to wait. for now.. yes i would. but sooner or later my patience will be at it's limit. once and for all.. i need a crystal clear answer.

zouk out was turned down. cant make it on time.

exams... ugh! im not ready yet!

ps: life's goin downhill.

S.A.L.A.D.

2006-12-08T00:23:00.000+08:00

i jus feel like im a boring person these days. im not the diana whom i always used to be. the diana who is always out to have some fun. go to town and talk shit about people. go to gigs and jus push and kick and dance ard. late night supper and shopping in mustafa in the middle of the night... i miss the old me.

exams are coming up and i still have alot to do... sigh... time seems to pass so fast.. really fast..

i have this chinese schmate who calls himself S.A.L.A.D... acronyms for Single Available Lonely And Desprate... hah.. i guess i am too now.. i should go out and jus look for cute guys... go up to them and tell them they's cute and jus pass my num to him.. hah! but thats soooo not me la.. ive never approach any guys for their nums before. never ever!! i would usually wait for some guy to jus come up to me. yeap... its a longgggg wait... :-/

ouh yea.. i bought a new phone.. will be changing my num soon.. will update u people soon..

ps: can i have u, chipsmore? definately.................... NOT!

blog

2006-12-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

yea.. i know.. hard to scroll.. i'll make some changes oke!

rainbow

2006-12-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

1st thing 1st...

hiyakKdISSh! there.. my new skin.. hee!

oke next!!!

~~strawberry cheesecake!~~ x1
~~strawberry milkshake from mos burgers!~~ x1
cheesecake ice cream from haagen dazs!
mint chip ice cream from anderson's!
~~chunky monkey from ben and jerry's!~~ x1
~~raspberry cream frap from starbucks!~~ x2
~~double choc chip cookies from subway!~~ x3
bruchetta from pastamania!

*evil laughs* ;-) ahhh.. yes yes.. i had my fav strawberry milkshake from mos burgers on saturday!!! i love love~!! and yes!!! CHUNKY MUNKY!!!!!!! i had ben & jerry's jus now! on the way hm from my grandma's place.. i told my dad that there's a ben & jerry's outlet at whitesands... ape lagi.. die pon craving~~ kite singgah larrrr~~ wahahaha!!! awesome awesome!! i've been getting more and more double choc chip cookies from subway lately.. like once a week now... its good that the girlfriends love them too coz if they crave for it.. i can have it too!! hee... AFIQ OWE ME A COOKIE!!! =D

ive been jogging for the passed few days... together with fiffy and pard and afiq.. trying to have a better looking body.. hah! yea.. so ive planned to jog on weekdays.. everyday.. and have a sport activity once every weekend. i know.. i sound like a semangat kebabi-an person but heyyy... there are people who agrees with me! hmpf! today we were supposed to play soccer or rounders or something in the morning but it was cancelled due waking up probs and the weather. next week please!!! please please!! the more the merrier~ do tell if any of u wanna join k??

exams will be in a week's time. ive gotta start reading up my notes.. trust me i do. ive not been listening to any classes.. ANY!! its either i would be sleeping in class.. or smsing.. or reading some zines.. or jus daze.. heh.. so i really have to focus this coming week. so if i turn down any meet up... please please understand..

hmm.. saturday... i went out with pard and dalilah to town.. then we went to pick fiffy up from work.. ramaaaaaaai sey org~~ ugh! rimas! rimas! and yea.. fiffy got soooo f-ing irritated seeing people taking pictures with the christmas decor.. wahaha... sooo the philippino~ wahaha.. but we took pictures too.. but! not with the christmas lights and decor larr! haha.. instead me and pard started taking pictures like bangla!! hah! *in bangla accent* "excuse me.. can u please help take picture?" =D anyways.. here's one of them... i look rather chinese.. dont u think?

ps: can i kiss u tmr?

dalilah... where's question 22??

2006-11-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

1. Time of starting This?? 1245hrs
2. Were you named after anyone?? a princess
3. Do you wish on stars? i do.. at times
4. When did you last cry? err.. last sun..
5. What is your favourite meat? chicken!!
6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf?? mofatts? wahaha!
7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?? definately!!
8. Are you a daredevil? depends on the situation
9. How do you release anger?? cry and at times.. scream with the pillow covering my mouth.
10.Where is your second home? sch..
11. Do you trust others easily?? NO
12. What was your favourite toy as a child? i dont play toys.. i go to my void deck and play catching or rounders or something..
13. What subject in school do you think is totally useless? critical thinking i guess.. entah heh..
14. Do you use sarcasm a lot? every convo..
15. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?? YES.. i miss!!!
16. What do you look for in a guy/girl??? honesty is my priority..
17. Would you bungee jump?? hell no!!
18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? haha.. no!
19. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? peppermint chip!!!
20. what are your favourite colours?? blck white green yellow red
21. What is your least favourite thing?? getting orders i guess..
23. What do you miss most right now?? i miss hangin out at town..
24. What are you listening to right now?? people talking
25. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? black
26. What is the weather like right now?? sunny!
27. Last person you talked to on the phone?? BMP!!
28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?? smile!! =)
29. Do you like the person who sent you this?? oke.. i took it from her but yes! i love her loads!
30. How are you today? good i guess..
31. Favourite drink? ice lemon tea
32. Favourite alcoholic drink?? vodka.. but i have to kick it.. please motivate me further..
33. Natural hair colour?? black i think
34. Eye colour?? black??
35. Wear contacts?? nope
36. Siblings?? 1 elder bro and sis.. 1 younger sis
37. Favourite month?? june
38. Favourite food?? too much la!
39. Last movie you watched? step up
40. Favourite day of the year?? new year's day
41. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?? yes.. but i have the courage now.. org ckp malu rugi.. heh
42. Scary movies or happy endings?? scary~~
43. Summer or winter?? summer!
44. Hugs or kisses?? both can?? i love both... very much!
45. Do you want your friends to write back? why not~
46. Who is most likely to respond? err.. entah heh~
47. Who is least likely to respond?? those who dont read my blog..
48. What book/magazine are you reading? cleo
49. What's on your mouse pad? jardine onesolution
50. What did you watch on TV last night? project runway
51 Favourite Smell?? food!! ahaha..
52. do you regret ever breaking up with someone?? nope..
53. Time of finishing? 1303hrs

at ease

2006-11-30T12:17:00.000+08:00

irfan has made his decision and im happy for him. good that he follows his heart. =)
i felt kinda at ease when he told me.. its like ive been all curious and now im satified. u know what i mean.. ive told the girls that day that i could foresee its coming.. and yes i was all prepared for it.. dont worry ya.. im oke.. we're still friends kan fan? hee.. be happy orite.. love can be much sweeter the second time round...

umm.. i started on my jogging yest with my mum.. jus a few rounds la.. and today i will be jogging with the girls.. haha.. pard!! nanti kau makin kurus!! tak bole!! so when u jog later... bring food with u.. mkn those salty fries while running oke? wahaha..

yest i went to expo with my parents and the nephews for john little sale... i guess the total for mine was close to $100!! i didnt know it would be that much until i kire2 in the car.. haha! im feeling sooo guilty.. my dad always spend money on me.. this is too much.. i feel like a spoiled brat. ugh!

i want starbucks.. can we go starbucks? please...

ps: *sings to ratu*

survey~~

2006-11-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

oke... lets do this since i have nothing to do... hee...

SERIES ONE as usual
-name: nordiana bte sulaiman
-birthdate: 070987
-birthplace: KKH singapore
-current location: pasir ris blk 199
-eye color: black?
-hair color: black
-righty or lefty: righty
-zodiac sign: virgo
-innie or outtie: outtie i guess

:SERIES TWO describe
-ur heritage: dad's malay... mum's javanese
-clothes u wore today: my nursing uniform
-ur hair: long curly and needs to be trimmed
-ur eyes: great.. u just have to have this question.. its gone when i laugh.. oke?
-ur weakness: i dont speak up.. unless im really really angry
-ur fears: night crawlers
-ur perfect pizza: pastamania's pizza and sarpino's pizza
-one thing u'd like to achieve: loosing the extra fats

:SERIES THREE what is
-ur most overused phrase: ar ar larrrr
-ur tots first waking up: if there's any messeges in my phone
-the first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile
-ur best physical feature: err.. entah... lips??
-ur bedtime: usually past 12mn
-ur greatest accomplishment: to have the greatest people in my life.. the girlfriends!
-ur most missed memory: the time when i was really really close with my sisters..

:SERIES FOUR prefered
-pepsi or coke: none.. but if i really have to choose.. pepsi larr less gassy
-McDonalds or Burger King: MC
-single or group dates: single please... group date sounds fun though..
-adidas or nike: adidas
-lipton ice tea or nestea: why no season?? umm.. lipton..
-chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-cappuccino or coffee: cappucino

:SERIES FIVE do you
-smoke: not anymore
-cuss: hmmm
-sing well: hell no!
-take a shower everyday: no.. i bathe once a week.. ish.. bodo!
-have a crush(es): uh huh
-who are they: not for share.. only my gfs know...
-do you think uve been in love: if thats what u wanna call it.. yea i guess
-like high school: love it...
-want to get married: yes!! i wanna have kids!
-type wt fingers on rite keys: huh??
-believe in urself: definately..
-get motion sickness: ugh! yes!
-think ure attractive: i'll leave that for people to judge.. so am i people??
-think ure a health freak: at times
-get alg wt ur parents: yes yes..
-like thunderstorms: no no
-play an instrument: trombone!! i miss!!

:SERIES SIX in the past mth, did/have you
-go on a date: no
-got to the mall: oh yea!
-eaten an entire box of oreos: nahh
-eaten sushi: yeah! with fy! delicious~~
-been on stage: no.. i miss it!
-been dumped: yes
-gone skating: nope
-made homemade cookies: no.. but i had my double chocochip cookies from subway with fypard!!
-been in love: yes yes... very much in love..
-gone skinny dipping: haha.. no!
-dyed ur hair: nope
-stolen anythin: no la...

:SERIES SEVEN the future
-age you hope to be married: by 25
-numbers and names of children: hmm.. i dont know seyy.. as many as my husband want?? wahaha! name... im not sure but adam is a MUST!
-describe ur dream wedding: all white! white flowers, white table cloth, white pelamin... with a touch of gold! yes yes...
-what do you wanna be when you grow up: im all grown up and i wanna be a paramedic!
-what country wld you most likely visit: somewhere in europe

:SERIES EIGHT opposite gender
-best eye color? brown i guess
-best hair color? err.. entah.. smarang larr
-short or long? no preference
-best height: 1.8 and above.. definately the best for me..
-best article of clothings: i love guys in polo tee or shirts
-best first date: hmm.. none so far...
-best first kiss: wahaha!!

yes i do

2006-11-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

Do I cry, in the night?
Do I long to hold you tight?
And do I wake, wanting you?
Yes I do
Do I recall, everyday,
How you took my breath away?
Do I remember loving you?
Yes I do

jus run me down with a bulldozer

2006-11-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

see diana... this is what happens when u have too much hope on someone...

thanks heh...

gambar!!!!

2006-11-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

this week.. i spend most of my time with my dearest girlfriends... fy and pard!! i love love them can! muaaah!!

err.. oke.. pics are not in order... nvm la heh~~ hee.. enjoy..

fy and dalilah wanted it.. it was a special day.. so i thought.. why not~~ haha!! i scored!!!

oke.. this one is at apollo.. haha.. what's with the face dee?

dancin dancin... gone liaox!

the day i drove to town with my girlfriends...

oke.. back to apollo... she's all happy!!! im happy that u liked it!!

the girlfriends at coffeebean waiting for me... sorry larrr jalan raya kan~~

good morning charlie!!

2006-11-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

sakit perutttt!! hee...
kk.. im having my break.. had a light lunch just now cos i have to like finish 3 projects by tmr.. sooo yeah.. i dont know where ot start.. heh..

last sunday's plan was cancelled due to some last min changes. family comes first ya!! so yea.. i stayed home for the day.. yes fiffy.. i am a good girl.. i do chores oke!! heh!

yest was great fun at fy's place.. initially i wanted to do my summary of an article at her place.. im really bad at summarizing urh.. so i seeked for her help.. but i think yest was my lembab and selenge day.. i brought my project instead of the article. ugh! how dumb! end up me fy and pard lepak and talked crap throughout the night! funny funny funny!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahaha!!! sticker on my body... body hair and many2 hair.. triple date.. i love my bike.. and yea... GULA2!!!!! god!! it was fun!!!!! I LOVE U BOTH MANY2~!!! YES U.. FY AND PARD!!!!

ps: i love u, charlie!!

tom and jerries' jalan raya

2006-11-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

raya time!! pose kejap sebelom green light...

thats yaty with my cat!! Tanya~~ bukan question heh~

we took more pics than this la but these are the only few i manage to get... yes~

bmp! yesterday's pics!

2006-11-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

fiffy's in denial... she loves it but she's denying it... wahaha! kan kan?!

yea yea.. i act cute. why cannot meh?

fiffy... kakak2 heh~~

weekend

2006-11-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

oke.. im like oh-so-semangat to finish up my psychiatric project at home larr... then i found out my computer dont have microsoft word. how pathetic can my comp be~ hah! jatuh semangat aku. soooo need a new computer.. ugh! looks like i have to do it in sch then.. which would be annoying because of my time table.. hmpf!

yest was fun! it was a celebration for dalilah's birthday!!! we went apollo to karaoke. there was fiffy dalilah pard myself afik raizan and era.. we bought absolute vodka for everyone to drink then last min some jus decided not to drink... era was annoying and there's no way we are gonna let her drink at any other occassion. NO WAY!! i got high (maybe drunk. was i?)and felt really sick. yes.. for the first time in my life.. i puked from drinking. it was terrible larrr.. the feeling sucks!! there's no way im gonna be drinking again lorr... please help me kick the habit ya! ceyyy.. kick the habit heh~~ hehe.. =)

today i was suppose to go out with izz but something caught up.. so i went to fiffy's place instead. pard and dalilah was there too.. yes yes... more gossips! bontot!! aku takde korang gossip pasal aku!! wahaha!! and funny stories ofcoz!! haha.. gile la.. and i just wanna tell everyone here that pard is one freaking light arse mf! OMG!! she's like so light urh when she lied down on my back! goodness!! how i wish i could eat as much as u and still be slim.. wahaha!! and yea yea~~ dalilah's lips are soft oke.. i admit.. and fiffy... kalau nak lagi bilang.. jangan nak action gambar tak lawa la ape la heh~? wahahaha!!

tmr tmr~~ i cant wait for tmr. haha.. sexcited to me pak irfan for the first time!! wahaha.. pak irfan heh~~ its kinda weird though cos we've never talked on the phone before.. well once la.. tu pon suara die tgh seraaaak. hehe. yes yes.. i have no clue where we're goin so i'll jus wait in curiosity. =) and yea.. fan... raudah calls u chipsmore cos of ur mole on the top of ur lips!!! hahaha!! abesssss pard!!!!

ps: i love love my girls many many oke!!

crasie~~

2006-11-14T14:53:00.000+08:00

im sexicited!!!! i cant wait for my weekend!!! friday, sat and sun!!! weee~~

im like some idiot in lab.. haha.. got so excited bole masuk myspace and friendster. coz its a forbidden site u see for my sch. i guess its because the system was down yest and they had to reboot everything. heh.. goodie!!

tmr theres dance and im sexcited!! again... i miss dancing larr.. i miss the girls too.. many many.. we are gonna have fun tmr and fri!! arghhh!! i cant wait..! u see what i mean.. i all crazy.. smiling to myself.. haha.

oke.. do i really look stern? or unapproachable? or stuck up? i dont know.. yet another person said to me that i have the look thats hard for people to approach and talk to.. seriously.. am i?? i dont think so u know.. i do try to smile at people often. if this is like considered bad to u guys.. then i dont know what to say abt my sec sch days larr.. its even more worst.. i dont smile at people.. not even look. sheesh...

ps: please la people!! update ur blog!!!

yey!!!!

2006-11-13T13:54:00.001+08:00

~~strawberry cheesecake!~~
strawberry milkshake from mos burgers!
cheesecake ice cream from haagen dazs!
mint chip ice cream from anderson's!
chunky monkey from ben and jerry's!
~~raspberry cream frap from starbucks!~~
~~double choc chip cookies from subway!~~
bruchetta from pastamania!

yup! some cravings are satisfied! thanks to my dear girlfriends!! thank very much.. within a week.. 3 wishes were granted... i happy!!! more to come... hopefully!! hee...

ps: pics of geylang outing and open house at fiffy's will be up soon. to have a look at it now.. visit the link Fy2. thank you very nice.

yey!!!!

2006-11-13T13:54:00.000+08:00

bluekkk!

2006-11-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

oke.. umm.. the new evanessence song is soooo annoyin.. im in the sch's lab now and one of the computers in here is playing that song... and this is not the first time larr.. everytime i get in here... the song is always played.. ugh!! annoyed!!

i can actually go home now but i jus wanna spend time with the computer. heh... now im browsing tru my friends' deviant art and now im really missing them... i miss the graffiti people i mix ard with like 4 or 5 yrs ago! i miss all the crap and all the fun!! i remembered ramai2 did a pyramaid at a coffee shop behind youth centre and yes... looking at their awesome sketches... miss miss larrr... heh...

oke.. annoying group beside me.. ugh!! im gonna go now..

yummeh!!

2006-11-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

oke... im like craving for my fav food in the world!!! well.. mostly deserts. i know ive been like repeating this like many many times but it has been quite a while now! let me remind u again!!

strawberry cheesecake!
strawberry milkshake from mos burgers!
cheesecake ice cream from haagen dazs!
mint chip ice cream from anderson's!
chunky monkey from ben and jerry's!
raspberry cream frap from starbucks!
double choc chip cookies from subway!
bruchetta from pastamania!

yummeh!! i want!! i want!! wahaha!!

kk.. gaji da masukkkk!!!! 90bux only urh but money oke!! i can like buy *counts* 108 subway cookies!! kk merepek...

so.. shopping?? yea?? not with the 90bux la.. i still got raya money. but not much la.. sikit sikit saja.

appollo appollo~~ i cant wait! outing with the girlfriends are never boring!! i love love them.. tau tak?? heh..

oke.. gtg for lunch.. daa~~

time out!!

2006-11-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

i really do need to get out from my love life and take some time to think about stuff... stuff that have been bothering me for weeks now. i hate to do this but i really do have to. i jus need a time out for a little while. please understand.. and yea.. i need my girls to be there for me... oke?

last week sucked real bad... i was somewhat in a confuse state.

ive been thinking and maybe what im having is a curious state of mind. i think. its like u're curious about something and u really want to know how or what issit like.. until u get it.. u're satified. then from there u're able to know whats right and whats wrong abt it. sometime u just have to take chances on things.. it might be something good.. it might be something bad. so take a chance? oke.. maybe u people are getting abit blurrrrr already.. heh.. i jus dont know how to put what im thinking about.

i dont feel good.. not because that im sick but i jus dont feel right.. something's missing urh i guess.. hmm..

kk.. i think i have like 3 projects to do and i havent start on any one of them.. psychiatric's project is due next week and it hard when the computer is so called down at my place. classes ends late and by the time i finish my classes.. the computer lab is closed. damn it...

ps: bipolar disorder??

hyewired!

2006-11-03T08:39:00.000+08:00

met the girls twice this week and im loving it. i miss them loads!! we used to meet almost everyday because of dance. now that we're taking a break from dance, we rarely meet. met them on tuesday and yesterday. lepak at fiffy's and just do stuff we love to do. heh.. more of it have got to do with the laptop. hehe!

im soo confuse right now.. my relationship with izz is gaping. mainly maybe he's in camp and he's worried for me. i know ive not been making time for u. i know. but i didnt mean it. sorry.

Saturday is raya outing with the pentagoons. at the same time its fiffy's open house. i'll definately dropby for a while. and Sunday is raya outing with the girls. time for more cam-slutting!!

girlfriends are love

2006-10-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

yes yes.. gfs are love.. i love them many many.. i dont know what to do without them.. mwah! love love!

yest went nyp to have a dance prac but it was cancelled. weve decided not to join for the pilse comp due to some reasons. so we lepaked for a while there. we had a good talk abt relationships and it was great.. i hope everything said tak masuk kiri klua kanan heh! then we went off to tamp mart to eat and talk more.. fy!! i still remember what u've said oke!!!!!! wahaha... cibei u!!

today is my aunts open house at Makena... food food food!! food craze!!!!!! ahaha.. now im at the bf's house...yes.. miss him.. very much... i want cuddles!!! hee..

ps: patience.... remember things will fall into place someday oke sayangs??

2006-10-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

VMA-Justin Timberlake( 2006)

gerekkkkkk laaaaaa!!!!

ra ra raya!!!

2006-10-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

oke.. im in sch and its like *counts* 5hrs of free period. not really free period la.. lecture is cancelled but it because they want us to do our projects and stuff.. me?? project?? now?? errk.. so here am i in the lab blogging and blog hopping. i cant get in msn, myspace and friendster coz its a forbiden site. how boring can this be... all i can do is update my blog, read blogs, read emails and watch youtube.. save me!!

today is the 2nd day of raya and im in school waiting till 5.. yest was not diff from and other 1st day of raya. but to meet my dear cousins was fun. da lama tak jumpe dorg la kan.. sume busy keje. it was kecoh.. geylang da tutup.. rumah nenek aku yang jadi geylang. heh.. duit raya... haiyahhh.. dont talk abt it.

i am in the mood for shopping but busy busy busy!! raya preparations was hectic!! my goodness. me and only me alone who cleaned up the house... the rest.. hah.. not much of a help. esp my sis in law.. she's like the queen bee. sitting ard watching tv when im like a bibik cleaning the mess myself. idiot! then everyone goes to bed and its still me doin the cleaning up after 12midnight. chis bedebah! but seriously.. i was sooo busy that i dont even have time to call izz.. and it leads to some misunderstanding. im sorry dear. i didnt mean to. love love!

i sooooo loving justin's new video!!! my love... the moves are AWESOME!!!! orgasm beb!!!! wahaha.. for now.. this song is at the top of my list! hee..

this sun is pulse competition and we are wayyyy behind time!! its hari raya week and that makes it more difficult. my dad is one hard to please person.. he dont understand me.. dancing is what i really love to do and he's not on my side.. tsk!

sorry if i wasnt able to attend some stuff thats goin on last week.. seriously.. i would be there if i could... thanks for understanding ya! i really appreciate it.. love love!

i dont know what more to say...

ps: Selamat hari raya! maaf zahir batin. kalau ade tersalah silap, terkasar bahasa, terburp, terpukul, termaki dan lain lain lagi.. harap dimaafkan yer...

its random

2006-10-20T13:33:00.000+08:00

oke.. ive actually typed out a long post but my house's power switch tripped!! dammit!

lets start all over again... this would prolly be my last post for now. coz my computer have to be pushed out from the living room becoz it is sooo unsightly. but if i happen to be free in sch.. i'll jus dropby with a post ya.

i woke up late for sch jus now and being a bummer that i am, i didnt went for sch. i hate to rush myself so i might as well miss the 2hrs lesson.

puasa seems so fast. not that im complaining but seriously.. its like FAST! 4 more days and its hari raya already. but im not really that excited abt it this year. and for the first time in my life.. ive not gone to geylang bazaar. well, i did passed by la but hello?!? kedai langsir?? and yea.. usually dengdeng would be the food i crave for during puasa.. and i have not ate them this year. not yet. and today its a must for me to get them coz im goin geylang with FORZA!! yey!!! its gonna be fun and im excited. i will be breaking fast with my dear tom and jerries. i dont know whats the plan yet.. but soon. and tonight i will be spending time with the bf!! hee.. love love u!

TP perfomance pic is uploaded and here it is.. enjoy the gorgeous photos of gorgeous people ya!!

this is during our rehearsal day...

and this is the actual day.. we took tons of pics!!!

and here are my crazy gfs' pics! love love!

ouhhhhh yeah~~~!!!!!!

2006-10-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

i had helluva good time!!! FORZA FORZA FORZA!!! for who?!?! hehe...

yest was definately the best performance i ever had. i dont know whats the diff between those other performances but i felt happy, hyper, crazy, energetic.. u know what i mean. well if u guys dont know, Forza(my dance group) had a performance at TP. its for a yearly drama thing they have and we were their guess performers. we definately had great a great time and made new friends. and ofcoz.. it would be crazy if we didnt take any photos!!! WE DID!!! loads and loads of them. but its not gonna be posted up today. soon hopefully. hee..

to my beloved Forza + Raizan + the people who have always supported us, esp dear Dalilah,
i love u guys with all my heart.. u guys are the best people in the world and its a must for me to tell my kids about u guys when i get married. more great moments in the future for us and hopefully more great people will be joining us too. Cheers! love love!!

to Raudah and Irfan, i am so sorry about what happened. Sabar alright? things will definately fall into place someday. it may take some time but im sure it'll be all worth waiting. Insya Allah!

boo!

2006-10-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

1 week of sch and it was.... ZzZZzZZzzzzzzZzzZzZzzzzZZzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u get what i mean. hee! =)

kurung VS kebaya

2006-10-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

my hari raya shopping is almost done. went to johor with the family yest. bought light blue baju kurung and the bottom is songket. its simple la. i dont know why i dont really fancy kebaya that much. i guess its just because a kurung is wayyy more comfortable to be worn than a kebaya. kebaya is all thight and its really restricting movements. since what i bought is simple.. i bought some gold accessories to go with it. bukan rantai emas, gelang emas sume heh! i bought a gold brouche(spelling please!) and a pair of NOT real gold dangling earrings.

now im left with shoes!! im really thinking if i should get heels or jus flat shoes like i always do. but someone told me off once to get heels and start practicing wearing heels. so i MIGHT be wearing those shoes with a LITTLE bit of height. step by step. sooner or later.. i'll be wearing 5inch heels and dont be surprise and jealous if i look like beyonce. *grins*

orite. 3 more days to go and i'll be goin back to school. how boring can a nursing students' timetable be!? everyone gets a month holiday and get a pathetic wk. bleargh! whatever... hope its something good out of the short holidays.

WARNING: OVERDUED PICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

oke.. here it is.. the pics that are supposed to be posted up weeks and months ago.. enjoy!

i'll start from the long ago pics to the recent one.

BAYBEATS!06

PRATA & MILO DINOSAUR

only got one pic of it...

HANGOUT WITH IZZY'S COUSIN

there's 4 of us but no pic of the other one..

food & faces!!

MY BIRTHDAY SURPRISE @ TOTS' CHALET

these are the pics before i came....

this is the pic when i already came.. they're good at acting huh...

fiza: jom urh masuk dlm... kat luar boring urh..
so we did went in... and............
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!

CAKE & PRESENT TIME

then i read the card they gave. and even PARIS HILTON wrote something in there. wahaha! many many stars!! i like! i like!! gfs knows best!

we ate the chocolate cake!! it was suprisingly yummy eventhough i dont like chocolate much. like what raudah have said... whats left of the cake is a singapore map.

IT WAS A GREY SWEATER!! IT WAS A HALF GREY SWEATER!!! FROM ADIDAS!! I WENT CRAZY!!
those who was there should know... hah!

thats what too much excitement leads to...

THANK YOU GANGREEN GANG!!!!!

DANCE PRACTICE

act cute

crasieee~!!

DANCEFLOOR COMPETITION

6AM in the morning....

Forza!!!

Forza girls!!!!!!

asses~

between asses is Raizan!

LOVE

GIRLFRIENDS ARE LOVE

i have officially become a SUDOKU fan! since the day before. oke.. the game have been in news papers for like a year now and since my sister bought an electronic game of it, i cant stop! madness!! here's how it looks like...

just wanna share this.. got it from a friend's profile.

oke.. THATS IT!

???

2006-10-02T16:09:00.000+08:00

oke issit my comp thats having problems or issit really my fonts that are tiny?? hopefully its my comp la horr...

well well.. holiday's here and im not loving it. its jus a pathetic week of holiday then the usual two weeks. and the fact that im sick and its fasting month, it made my holiday more not likable. and my bf is not ard for me to meet or even call. fy, i think we need a plan. what issit that u were saying about goin tanning?? hah.. im all pale and im all free now... but do check out on the weather first ya~

thank god attachments are done.. goin back to sch very soon and many many foods are waiting for me. dont worry about fasting. i think i will be leaking blood by the time i get back in sch.

ive not been posting all the visuals that have been taken for the past weeks and i think i should stop being a bummer and update all the ovedued pics! soon ya! very soon.

last week just brings back my childhood memories. the part where everyone is against me. im never the favourite one in the family. my bro is the only son in the family and im sure everyone knows that parents are always on the son's side no matter what. anak manja senang dikatakan. my sis, my mom is just afraid of her. i mean my mom just try very hard not to make her mad. and obiviously its because she needs money and if any quarells happened between them, my mom wont get a cent. my other sister, my parent dont even bother. she's not staying here so why care. so its all down to me where all their anger are being divert to. call me crazy but i ever thought of suicide about this when i was younger. lets not go futher..

lets make this one week of holiday a good one. hopefully. and overdued pics soon!

2006-09-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

oke oke... i'll update

this whole week have been a busy one for me. having attachments in one of the busiest ward and for this whole week.. we had dance practice everyday to practice for the dancefloor competition which was yest... we didnt make it to the next round.. we did our best though. theres more other comps and shows that we can do.. next would be PULSE! i guess.. heh.

nari puasa~~~~ wahaha!! aku puasa oke!! this is the time of the year that my mom would actually cook all the nice foods... like soup tulang!!!! and im gonna have it today for break fast!!! weeEEeee!!!

one more week and my attachments will be done... then 2 weeks break then sch again. i love sch.. for the food... wahaha.. the food in my sch are jus oh soooo delicious... oke maybe i shouldnt be talking about food right now...

ive really lost the interest in blogging larr... for now.. ive got nothing to say about my comp right now. the only time i would be online is when im at izz's place. where i am now..

i dont know what to type already la.. kk bye!

abg2 cemas!!

2006-09-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

a day more to go...
its time for him to dress up in those blue uniform and go for 3 months Basic Rescue Training...
im gonna miss him..
BUT BEFORE THAT!!!
HE HAS TO CUT HIS HAIR BOTAK!!!!
AND HE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TA-DAAAA~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my izzy's all botak now!!!!! hee~~

love love u bitch!!

2006-09-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

Kiekie passed away on the 8th of sept. izzy's place seems so sunyi without him around. im gonna miss him sooo badly..

anyway...Fiffy did a collage for my bday.. aww.. touching~~ hehe thanks alot bitch!!

ps: devil in disguise heh?

gettin' old now, babygirl~

2006-09-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~~~~~~

unlucky me.. i had to work afternoon shift today. ugh! no celebrations.. no spending time with my love ones.. overall my birthday sucks big time lorr~~ my younger sis invite me to go DoubleO but no thanks... i wouldnt want to waste my time coming back from KKH to PR then to Orchard then take a bus to MS.. thank you very nice but no thanks!

but nevertheless the tons of wishes ive received made me happy eventhough i wasnt able to go out and celebrate or something. thanks for all the wishes through smses, msn, blog and vebally. thank you! thank you! i love u guys!! muah!!

siak urh!! next year da 20!!!!

anybody in there??

2006-08-31T17:45:00.000+08:00

*knocks screen*
hello???

*knock knock*
anybody??

*knocks again*
oi!!!!!! update la~!!!!!!!

*kicks screen and walk away*
pemalas~!!

TRUST?? WHATS THAT??

2006-08-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

WHY DONT I FUCKING TRUST PEOPLE??

WELL ITS SIMPLY BECAUSE PEOPLE JUST KEEP ON FUCKING LIE TO ME!!!!!

THOUGHT IT'LL MAKE THINGS BETTER?! THINK AGAIN!!!! YOU MADE IT WORST!!!

not that blocked afterall

2006-08-15T10:32:00.000+08:00

im officially mind blocked when it comes to blogging. i really dont know what to blog about everytime i come to this space. its like i wanna blog but i dont know what to blog about. and it doesnt only happen during blogging.. sometimes when i feel like talking on the phone, i jus dont know what to talk about. it'll usually be more of the silence then the talking. and ofcoz the other party would jus get pissed and its all my fault because i have this stupid behaviour. have u ever got that? it sure does comes to me all the time. tsk~

what my mom cooked today is jus no appetizing enough for me. so its all down to doritos and milk. surprisingly it tasted good. hah.. call me weird but i jus love to play around with my food. jus mix and match things up.

did alittle driving practices with the car.. ofcoz with my bro around. yest was my first long journey drive to yishun which was bloody slow. my bro is jus worried something might happened so i had to drive on the left lane all the way. and its very distracting when u have to drive and listen to him reminding me what not to do and all.

and this new ward that i have to work at jus sucks. for now i hope. its a geriatric ward.. that means ward for old people.. people aged 80 and above. and the staff are jus unapproachable. maybe we're jus new to them and we're the 1st ITE batch to be working there. and i guess they're worried something bad might happened due to the past experiences they had with NYP nursing student. NYP students are dumb la.. they're only good with all the paperwork stuff. they're bad practically. anyway.. there's only like 1 malay staff there. the rest are chinese, philipinos and myamar people. so its gonna be oh sooo boring for the next 3wks~~~

thurday thursday!!! ganGreen gang's cheese prata and milo dinosaur eating outing!! woohoo!! its been a while and im excited!!

oke... maybe my mind is like 50% blocked. haha.. atleast i can come up with something to blog about in the end. hee... good day people!

leave me alone

2006-08-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

lousy lousy day. fuck!

random

2006-08-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. it been a while ive not gone online. so here am i again. this week was kinda hectic but slow. had A&E posting on monday and tuesday and yes.. i do wanna work the.. lesser stress. even the staff there told me. but there's lesser chance for a fresh graduate to be posted to A&E. they want experienced nurses there. maybe its due to the cartoon speed work u have to do. u really have to know stuff.

and then and then~ national day... hmm.. instead of the yearly routine of watching fireworks on national day with mr izzy.. i spend this year's national day with my family.. we went to town and i got to buy 2 new tops after donkey months ive not bought any clothes. damn.. i dont know if anyone notice this but ive been wearing the few same tshirts that i have. i need a major major major shopping spree. pleaseeeeeeee~~~!!

anyhoooos.. someone's gonna leave me 5 days after my birthday.. =( boohoo!!

ps: i passed my TP. i can officially drive now.

kaboom!

2006-08-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

eventhough we sat in the car for like many many mins due to the jam and eventhough it lasted for like only 10mins....

THE FIREWORK EVENT AT MARINA BAY WAS AWESOME!!!

i was goin 'oh my god!' 'wow!' 'wouhh~'..... wahaha.. it was incredible.. very nice.. today's theme was Singapore. i might be goin to watch it again this Sat. i dont know.. heh..

tmr's national day!!!!! HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

same shit diff day

2006-08-05T12:53:00.000+08:00

oke... yest was like the worst day at work. i got a partner who basically wasnt doin anything. she went MIA and came back doin the skills that i wanna do!! bitch! i guess while i was busy doin all the work... she grabbed all of it. and how much more 'lucky' i can get to be working with china staff. and even my partner is from china. ugh!! i hate them!!

my TP's next week!!!!!!!!!! wahahaha.. for now im excited. its on friday so do pray for me.. =) Insya Allah i'll pass. hee..

oke. i really have nothing special to blog about actually coz everyday seems to be the same. some other day then..

thank godddddddd!

2006-07-31T10:32:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah! i passed my exams not that badly. i expected to get Ds or fail. but i manage to get Bs for all 3 subjects. not that bad for someone who studied the day before exam. haha.. but it actually pulled down my GPA by 0.1. hopefully this attachment posting will pull my GPA up to 3.5 atleast. i've told myself if i were to get GPA of 3.5 and above.. i will go on to poly for diploma in nursing. if not then i will be working most prolly or sign up for paramedics. we'll see when the time comes.

yesterday my family and i was supposed to go to the zoo. we did went to the zoo but we reached there at 4 and the place closes at 6. it'll be a waste and it'll be rushing. high possibility we wont be able to finish touring the whole zoo. so the plan was cancelled and we went for a picnic at changi beach instead since there was food and all. so the zoo trip was replanned to today. and i cant go cos im on attachment. the family went and they just left. happy walking! its a good exercise!

i guess im like the ward im working at so far. hopefully it'll stay the same. we had a few compliments from some ward staff and that is a good sign. hope nobody blew it.

ouh yea.. watched a few new movie these past few weeks. watched it all at izz's place since he have the movies. R.V. was oke. expected it to be better but it was still entertaining though. Over the hedge was funny funny funny! im loving the super hyperactive squirrel~ watched the movie Click and it was hilarious!! plus very sedih.. i did hold my tears from rolling down my cheeks. remember... family comes first! watched Nacho Libre too but half way... hmm.. few parts of the movie was abit draggy. have yet to continue with the movie soon.

ps: will u still love me in the morning?

fat arse!!

2006-07-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

im back to square one!!!
from 65kg..
to 62kg..
and now....

back to 65kg!

ps: im crasieee...

euw!! euw!!

2006-07-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

shucks! i gained 2kg! plan! plan!! what to do?! what to do?! urgh!

today's the 2nd day of attachments. the ward is not that bad. the staff are friendly. the nurse manager is great. so far~ heh.

my driving instructor is admitted in the ward that im working at.. its annoying larr.. he's always looking for me and always giving me this smile when he sees me.. and just now went in to his cubicle and he was like 'this is the first time u went in here'. so i was like 'im assigned to another cubicle. not here.' and he was like 'ouh.. female cubicle huh? u should have came last week'. i was like 'err.. why is that?'. and he said 'so u can push me to the toilet and help bathe me'. errkkkk.. what the fuck?!?!?! what the fuck?!?!?! euw!!! i was so disgusted and walk out from that place. ass!! but thank god he's discharged just now.

im still disgusted. euw!

bitchy world we live in.

2006-07-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

sometimes when i look at profiles belonging to the people i hate or the shits that happened between us in the past jus makes me sick!
come to think of it, life is all about bitching.

not in love!

2006-07-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

yup.. im not in love but instead..
im in miss? oke.. easily said... im miss alot of people larr!!
i dont know.. suddenly im like missing people..
i miss the people i used to meet every weekend...
i miss the people i used to go gigs with...
i miss the people from my sec sch...

i miss my graff friends like the hairy, fye, bob, doink, slac, guys from Project Burnerz and the whole of their bunch!!

i miss the girls i hang out with during my hiphop days like art, selli, emily, mary, lala, farah and even anne(i cant believe im saying this but anne? wahaha)

i miss my sec sch friends like wan, cici, hyqel, sajid, afzal and the dancers im close with and the band members. but mostly people from my class urh.

i miss my gig friends like shahidah and the gang, guys from FPM, one-eighty and lots. i miss my gig-ing days!! so so much!!! i miss getting all sweaty and rough.

i dont know which catergory to put these girls but i miss them too!! aisha, rabiah and alina. we soooo sooo have to catch up!!!

definately i miss the people i love love love in life. izz, fy, era, dalilah, my younger sis nana, the cuzzins lydia, yanti, yaya, khairi, norman and ariff.

yup.. whole lot of people!!
i jus miss the happy times i had larr..
especially the time when me and my 2 other sister looked alike.
i jus love making people confuse.
only close friends knew how to differentiate us.
and we're labled as the 3 sisters who look alike, charmz sisters, charlie's angels, photocopied sister and duplicated sisters.
basically we're like posters in town larr..
its kinda irritating when people msg us in friendster or myspace asking who is which or was it me in the train and so on. but i miss it. hee...

whole lot of missing goin around... im in miss~

ps: I WANNA GO VIVA LA SKA GIG!!! I MISS SKANKING AND MOSHING!!

stupid holiday

2006-07-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

i really think my 2 wks holiday was such a waste. stupid holiday. stupid me.

words for thoughts

2006-07-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

Era told me this when she was telling me about something just now. and after that i realized and appreciate whatever i have in life now.

you dont always get want you want.. but u've always had what you need.

something like that larr.... hee!

Fiffy tagged me!

2006-07-18T17:34:00.000+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) i sleep with the lights on.
2) im very particular about my weight and my size.
3) im a daddy's girl.
4) its hard for me to burp softly.
5) i love love love hugs, cuddles and kisses.
6) i have a curfew. i have to actually be home by 10pm.

im tagging THE TOM & JERRIES AND THOSE WHO ARE READING THIS(IF U HAVE NOT BEEN TAGGED YET).

Terima Kasih Tummy Trim

2006-07-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

i lost 3 kg in 1 wk.

thanks to being sick.

KILL ME!

2006-07-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

stab me! drown me! hit me! chop me! push me! poison me! stranggle me! slash me! hang me! hammer me! burn me! skin me! suffocate me! crash me! shoot me! blow me! KILL ME!!!

fuck!!

skip skip

2006-07-14T15:35:00.000+08:00

BAYBEATS! BAYBEATS! BAYBEATS!

kepala pusing

2006-07-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

my god... im sick again. having a temperature of 39.4. sucks... it was only like about a month ago i fell sick. and now im sick again..down with runny nose and cough too... ugh!! im sick of getting sick..

oke... france lost. the game sucks anyway.. sakit hati.. and penalty shoot outs just sucks big time. watched the game at izzy's place. and before that we went out to get dinner.. so we went kfc to have zinger and guess what? THEY RUN OUT OF ZINGER!! i mean how can fastfood restaurant be running out of food?! so we passed on the zinger and went to macdonald's instead. i went to order our food and suddenly the place blacked out. wtf!!?! issit a bad day for us to eat out on that day or what?? but it got oke a few mins later.

ouh yea.. i wanna tell u about my trip to the doctor's this morning. went to the nearby polyclinic. got there like abt 0950hrs. so i got my queue number and then looked at the number they are serving at the registration counter. meninggal lahhhhh!!! like 60 more people to go! i went to look for a seat and just waited till i dozed of for a while. it was an hour after it was my turn.. fuck! my whole body went cramped because of the aircon and an hour of sitting. and the payment sucks too.. waited for like 20mins and my number was called up.. i had 50bucks and the lady was like... 'u dont have ATM or anything urh? i dont have any change for u, u know? u go and wait for a while. later when there's change i'll call u again.' bloody hell lahhhh!!! ive been in the polyclinic for like 2hrs already with a high fever and u still ask me to wait. where have all their notes gone? hundreds of people made their payment at ur counter and u dont have any change for me? today was the worst trip to the doctror's in my life.got out from the like abt 1200hrs.

gtg now... obat time! ugh!

save me!!!! puhleazeeeee!!!

2006-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

im so fucking bored! seriously.. i would be knocking my head on the wall if i dont find something to do.

today was my cousin's engagement. im sooo freaking dumb. i could have gone home at 7+ after everything ends but nooooo.... i stayed. i should have left the place and go home and change and call someone up and go out. my mom and dad went out with my aunts and uncles and they'll only be back by 1am. i actually have the opportunity to go home late if i was out! sheesh! now im like some kind of a bodoh staying home. im angry with myself. ARGH!! fuck lar!!

hang myself

2006-07-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

just another one RUINED!! -shrugs-

skips

2006-07-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

EXAM DABISSSssSssSsSSsSSSSss!!!!!!! *lompat katak!* wahahaha
Alhamdulillah that exams are over... now 2 weeks of break... at last!

had PCA paper jus now in the afternoon.. but i woke up early (8 to be exact) to study. yup.. last min stuff works for me. then attachment briefing til almost 6! after this 2 weeks holiday, i'll be goin off for my attachment again for 10wks. will be in CGH. somewhere in between, i'll be goin to KKH. will be taking care of those women and babies.. but i dont want!! i wanna go IMH!!! its more exciting. but wth... maybe next posting.

now what will i be doin for my 2 wks holiday? hmm.. any plans? beep me.

ps: so Fi.. kalau kau masuk hospital call aku... aku bole visit kejap.. wahaha!!!

study la freak!

2006-07-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

damn it! damn it! damn it!
tomorrow's my bio exam.
and u've guessed it...
ive not yet started on my revision.
and u have nooooo idea how much stuff i need to know.
but yea.. its partly my fault for not starting it early.
so later today... when my mom comes back from work.. i'll start on it..
hopefully...hopefully!! my mom wont be yelling out my name to do stuff..
i hate when im sooo concentrated on something and someone just interfers with the moment...
speaking of the yankee.. here comes my mummy.. k crap...
she's home...

while we're on the topic of my mummy yankee..
lets talk about her...
i dont know why... maybe its because its my dad's fav dish..
but! she cooks asam pedas and ikan berlada atleast 2 or 3 times a wk....
its not that im sick of it but... VARIETIES!!! I WANT VARIETIES!!

errkk oke.. news update.. my parents are goin for a jemputan..
that means i cannot get started with my revision.
unless they're bring the kids...
please please!!! take them!!

hmm... the 2 packet of cookie mixture that i bought like many months ago is left abandoned in the cabinet...
i should really start baking it soon...
maybe next week...
and maybe i should get started on my revision...
hah.. good idea..

chalo!

irritating fool

2006-07-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

i cant do anything but to just accept the fact.
im irritating. *shrugs*
there's nothing more i can say...

movies movies movies

2006-07-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

movies movies.. i would like to watch these following movies. anybody who have the vcd.. borrow urhh! and those who have watched it.. tell me how it is.

RV
Click
Just my luck
Pirates of the Caribbean
Over the hegde
Frostbite
Mortuary
Re-cycle

more overdued pics

2006-06-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

yes yes... more of them.. heeee

oke.. not really overdued la this one.. it was jus yest. ate alot... and we got ourselves boncits.. C=

sheesha time at Al-Tazzaq... something like that la the name.. heh..

FRESH SKIN

2006-06-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

so how's the new skin??
fresh green!!
i like! i like!! i like it ALOT!!!

resized!

2006-06-30T11:51:00.000+08:00

oke! pics resized!!!

overdued photos

2006-06-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

here's some overdued pics!!!
pics are huge... i know...
and im lazy... u know...

DANCEMANIA!!!

SENTOSA!!!

FyDeeEra!!! GanGreen!!!

and why is amir in this pic??

FyDeEra~ FyDeEra~

Fy's birthday!!! karaoke at appollo centre!!

LOYANG SPORTS DAY!!

DHANI'S BIRTHDAY!!!! THOMAS THOMAS!!! CHOOT CHOOOOOOOT!!

GRANDPARENTS AND THE CUCUS

Oke.... whats with the face?

AHHHHH~~~~ CUTENESS!!!!!!!

AH!! THIS ONE ALSO CUTENESS!!! ESP THE ONE IN GREEN... HEE...

shitty

2006-06-24T03:46:00.000+08:00

im feeling shitty.

a chance wasted

2006-06-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

its almost 2am.
im not asleep.
the parent is out of town..
i should be goin out with this chance.
but im at home.
hoping someone would come over.
but thats not happening.
its oke.
next time maybe.
when i have this chance again.
which prolly be a few years later.
blergh!

ps: happy birthday mummy! which was yest. on the 23rd.

3250 maddddness

2006-06-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

arghhh~~!!!! im goin 3250 crazy today!!!! my classmate, Yan, came to me and said.. dee.. aku da tukar hp. but i heard dee.. nak tukar hp? and i was like huh?!? and he repeated.. aku da tukar hp. and i was like... serious?!?! i was in total shock! cos jus yest me and yan were talking about nokia 3250 that we both wanna buy. and he was like.. let see who'll get the phone first. fruck!! hari tu jugak die beli abe kasi aku jealous nari..! ugh!! pantat nye yan!! its oke... no matter what... i am gonna get that phone!

oke.. today im home early from sch cos i had a test jus now. no lessons after that. bio test was great cos it wasnt that bad... i knew how to ans the questions although id only studied jus yest.

my parent are off to Melaka with my aunts and uncles. till tmr.. so i have the whole house to myself. well, with my elder sis actually BUT she'll prolly be goin out and not come home tonight.. heeee!!

ps: im starting to eat again. keep food away from me!

deep deep shit!

2006-06-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

ugh!! i dont know what to get for my mummy yankee!! her birthday's on friday and im clueless of what i should get her.. she got too much bags and shoe. i bought her a top last year. i cant get her accessories cos it'll be misplaced in no time. hmm.. ape heh~?

phase test's on thurday and i hope i'll do fine like the previous one. the previous phase test, i topped the class. wahaha.. bragging am i? well.. yes i am.. who wouldn't~ oke.. umm.. friday bio test and i seriously have no clue on anything. and i dont think im gonna do well. im in deep deep shit. makkkkk tolongggggg!!!

sch started at 1400hrs jus now cos PE and practical lesson was cancelled. so i only came for the 3 hrs lecture. breakfast was cancelled. its oke.. u needed the rest izz. next time orite?

dance practice was a short one jus now. but me and fiffy jogged extra rounds. and i did something i shouldnt be doin. i should be eating less of those junk food and stuff right? but i had zinger jus now. i feel soooo bad... =( no more! no more dee!

im shagged. sch's at 8 tmr. my room smells bad. mummy said it was the carpet. dammit.. thats all for now. good night fellow readers.

awesome! oh wow!

2006-06-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

school is such a drag today.. ugh! imagine 0800 to 1500 bio lesson. that includes 1 hr break urh but still~ by the time it strikes 1500... im like.. thank god its overrrrrrr~~!! haha..

dance today was awesome!! i had fun. its been quite a while ive not danced with those crazy arses. we did well i guess for a first day. hee.. im excited!! im happy!! cheryl can dance... so much for asking me how to shake.. when she herself can shake. even better than me lahhh~ haha.. fana and tiara.. errkkk.. i dont know what to say la heh~ bobal belit!

and yes... thank you to my dearly izzy for picking me up after my dance. he waited like 15mins for me.. thank u for being patient despite feeling hot and uncomfortable waiting for me there. thanks baby!

oke.. my kitty soooo need a bath.. tmr!!

bad bad bad

2006-06-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

i am sooooooo dead! lain aku blaja.. lain yang klua.. wahaha!! the test i had was pretty bad. umm.. i think just plain BAD. ugh!! i hope i could atleast get a pass. errkk.. wait a minute.. to me.. hopes will lead up to disappoinment. so.. i dont know what to say.. -blank-

from 8 to 2 was like a free period for me. i didnt do PE today. then the lesson after PE was cancelled. so yea... 6hrs of nothing. well i could have studied for my test but hey.. cant help it if u're having a headache and trying to read all those iles and piles of notes.. but wth hell.. today was laid back.

2006-06-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

sorry for the blog-a-pause.. monapause.. blogapause? get it? erkk k fine..

i sooooo have a low immune system.. im sick again! its like only 2 months ago(?) that i fell sick... im down with a cold and cough.. and and and... a major headache. ugh!

went to sch today thinking i could last for the whole day. i was bloody wrong.. only 2 hrs in class and im already restless. there's only 1 thing in my mind.. HOME! and i did. i went home and then to the doctor's to get an MC. surprisingly.. it was kinda fast. thank god.

tmr 1st period.. 2hrs of PE. i dont think i can make it.. i'll jus take my attandance and sit aside. i have to study anyway. having a test tmr and im clueless about the subject. AMI, pneumonia, diabetes and all that shit. im having a heart attack myself.

Dhani's birthday party was fun. THOMAS everywhere!! the party hat.. the decor.. the presents and even the cake!! its good that a kid have an interest on 1 thing. people wont be having a hard time thinking what to buy for his/her birthday. dont u think so? Izz.. u're lucky to have nephews like Haqeem and Dhani.. one lovess builder and stuff.. another loves thomas trains. unlike mine.. he goes fo everything. which can be a mess.. anyhoos... the food are awesome.. the chicken, satays, ikan pari, sapsuka(is this right izz?) and all those diff kinda season tea. hee.. ur family's great izzy.. thanks for inviting me.

pictures.. umm.. when i really have nothing to do i'll post it up oke? hee...

ive not hanged out with my girlfriends that often anymore.. im sorry.. but as soon as dance practices starts.. im sure i'll be back on track.. for sure.. and that doesnt mean u're left behind izhar.. nothing's gonna change.

ugh!! headache urh!!!

plans plans plans

2006-06-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday was awesome.. went arab street with Fy, Era, Dalilah, Fana and Rozzam to some sheesha. hee.. meet at tamp.. jmp kul bape.. datang kul bape.. apadah~~ ninama *****! wahaha.. went to town to pick up Fana first then off to arab street. saw Rozzam by the road on the way walking to meet us.. so we picked him up.. and the Fy's taxi driver is dumb!! idiot!! oke... when we reached there.. Fana dyingly want to convince Rozzam that there's a cafe call kaki 5... wahaha.. it was funny la.. then we went to Al-Tazzaq for sheesha.. the abg was friendly and i think he didnt include some of the things we ordered to the bill.. hmmmm... good good... hee.. ouh yea.. Izz and his friends came down too. but sat with them for a while.. it was kinda late for me and the rest goin home already. it was fun...

ugh!! im planless today... and it seems like ages ive not gone out to town on a sat... BOSAN!

why havent u called?

2006-06-01T17:07:00.000+08:00

26hrs15mins *tick tock tick tock*

msg? no reply.
breakfast? prolly sleeping.
movie tonight? very doubtful.

Not living. Just killing time.

shithooooole

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