You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.

alhamdulillah! i passed my exams not that badly. i expected to get Ds or fail. but i manage to get Bs for all 3 subjects. not that bad for someone who studied the day before exam. haha.. but it actually pulled down my GPA by 0.1. hopefully this attachment posting will pull my GPA up to 3.5 atleast. i've told myself if i were to get GPA of 3.5 and above.. i will go on to poly for diploma in nursing. if not then i will be working most prolly or sign up for paramedics. we'll see when the time comes.

yesterday my family and i was supposed to go to the zoo. we did went to the zoo but we reached there at 4 and the place closes at 6. it'll be a waste and it'll be rushing. high possibility we wont be able to finish touring the whole zoo. so the plan was cancelled and we went for a picnic at changi beach instead since there was food and all. so the zoo trip was replanned to today. and i cant go cos im on attachment. the family went and they just left. happy walking! its a good exercise!

i guess im like the ward im working at so far. hopefully it'll stay the same. we had a few compliments from some ward staff and that is a good sign. hope nobody blew it.

ouh yea.. watched a few new movie these past few weeks. watched it all at izz's place since he have the movies. R.V. was oke. expected it to be better but it was still entertaining though. Over the hedge was funny funny funny! im loving the super hyperactive squirrel~ watched the movie Click and it was hilarious!! plus very sedih.. i did hold my tears from rolling down my cheeks. remember... family comes first! watched Nacho Libre too but half way... hmm.. few parts of the movie was abit draggy. have yet to continue with the movie soon.

ps: will u still love me in the morning?

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im back to square one!!!
from 65kg..
to 62kg..
and now....

back to 65kg!

ps: im crasieee...

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shucks! i gained 2kg! plan! plan!! what to do?! what to do?! urgh!

today's the 2nd day of attachments. the ward is not that bad. the staff are friendly. the nurse manager is great. so far~ heh.

my driving instructor is admitted in the ward that im working at.. its annoying larr.. he's always looking for me and always giving me this smile when he sees me.. and just now went in to his cubicle and he was like 'this is the first time u went in here'. so i was like 'im assigned to another cubicle. not here.' and he was like 'ouh.. female cubicle huh? u should have came last week'. i was like 'err.. why is that?'. and he said 'so u can push me to the toilet and help bathe me'. errkkkk.. what the fuck?!?!?! what the fuck?!?!?! euw!!! i was so disgusted and walk out from that place. ass!! but thank god he's discharged just now.

im still disgusted. euw!

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sometimes when i look at profiles belonging to the people i hate or the shits that happened between us in the past jus makes me sick!
come to think of it, life is all about bitching.

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yup.. im not in love but instead..
im in miss? oke.. easily said... im miss alot of people larr!!
i dont know.. suddenly im like missing people..
i miss the people i used to meet every weekend...
i miss the people i used to go gigs with...
i miss the people from my sec sch...

i miss my graff friends like the hairy, fye, bob, doink, slac, guys from Project Burnerz and the whole of their bunch!!

i miss the girls i hang out with during my hiphop days like art, selli, emily, mary, lala, farah and even anne(i cant believe im saying this but anne? wahaha)

i miss my sec sch friends like wan, cici, hyqel, sajid, afzal and the dancers im close with and the band members. but mostly people from my class urh.

i miss my gig friends like shahidah and the gang, guys from FPM, one-eighty and lots. i miss my gig-ing days!! so so much!!! i miss getting all sweaty and rough.

i dont know which catergory to put these girls but i miss them too!! aisha, rabiah and alina. we soooo sooo have to catch up!!!

definately i miss the people i love love love in life. izz, fy, era, dalilah, my younger sis nana, the cuzzins lydia, yanti, yaya, khairi, norman and ariff.

yup.. whole lot of people!!
i jus miss the happy times i had larr..
especially the time when me and my 2 other sister looked alike.
i jus love making people confuse.
only close friends knew how to differentiate us.
and we're labled as the 3 sisters who look alike, charmz sisters, charlie's angels, photocopied sister and duplicated sisters.
basically we're like posters in town larr..
its kinda irritating when people msg us in friendster or myspace asking who is which or was it me in the train and so on. but i miss it. hee...

whole lot of missing goin around... im in miss~

ps: I WANNA GO VIVA LA SKA GIG!!! I MISS SKANKING AND MOSHING!!

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i really think my 2 wks holiday was such a waste. stupid holiday. stupid me.

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Era told me this when she was telling me about something just now. and after that i realized and appreciate whatever i have in life now.

you dont always get want you want.. but u've always had what you need.

something like that larr.... hee!

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Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) i sleep with the lights on.
2) im very particular about my weight and my size.
3) im a daddy's girl.
4) its hard for me to burp softly.
5) i love love love hugs, cuddles and kisses.
6) i have a curfew. i have to actually be home by 10pm.

im tagging THE TOM & JERRIES AND THOSE WHO ARE READING THIS(IF U HAVE NOT BEEN TAGGED YET).

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i lost 3 kg in 1 wk.

thanks to being sick.

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stab me! drown me! hit me! chop me! push me! poison me! stranggle me! slash me! hang me! hammer me! burn me! skin me! suffocate me! crash me! shoot me! blow me! KILL ME!!!

fuck!!

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BAYBEATS! BAYBEATS! BAYBEATS!

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my god... im sick again. having a temperature of 39.4. sucks... it was only like about a month ago i fell sick. and now im sick again..down with runny nose and cough too... ugh!! im sick of getting sick..

oke... france lost. the game sucks anyway.. sakit hati.. and penalty shoot outs just sucks big time. watched the game at izzy's place. and before that we went out to get dinner.. so we went kfc to have zinger and guess what? THEY RUN OUT OF ZINGER!! i mean how can fastfood restaurant be running out of food?! so we passed on the zinger and went to macdonald's instead. i went to order our food and suddenly the place blacked out. wtf!!?! issit a bad day for us to eat out on that day or what?? but it got oke a few mins later.

ouh yea.. i wanna tell u about my trip to the doctor's this morning. went to the nearby polyclinic. got there like abt 0950hrs. so i got my queue number and then looked at the number they are serving at the registration counter. meninggal lahhhhh!!! like 60 more people to go! i went to look for a seat and just waited till i dozed of for a while. it was an hour after it was my turn.. fuck! my whole body went cramped because of the aircon and an hour of sitting. and the payment sucks too.. waited for like 20mins and my number was called up.. i had 50bucks and the lady was like... 'u dont have ATM or anything urh? i dont have any change for u, u know? u go and wait for a while. later when there's change i'll call u again.' bloody hell lahhhh!!! ive been in the polyclinic for like 2hrs already with a high fever and u still ask me to wait. where have all their notes gone? hundreds of people made their payment at ur counter and u dont have any change for me? today was the worst trip to the doctror's in my life.got out from the like abt 1200hrs.

gtg now... obat time! ugh!

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im so fucking bored! seriously.. i would be knocking my head on the wall if i dont find something to do.

today was my cousin's engagement. im sooo freaking dumb. i could have gone home at 7+ after everything ends but nooooo.... i stayed. i should have left the place and go home and change and call someone up and go out. my mom and dad went out with my aunts and uncles and they'll only be back by 1am. i actually have the opportunity to go home late if i was out! sheesh! now im like some kind of a bodoh staying home. im angry with myself. ARGH!! fuck lar!!

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just another one RUINED!! -shrugs-

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EXAM DABISSSssSssSsSSsSSSSss!!!!!!! *lompat katak!* wahahaha
Alhamdulillah that exams are over... now 2 weeks of break... at last!

had PCA paper jus now in the afternoon.. but i woke up early (8 to be exact) to study. yup.. last min stuff works for me. then attachment briefing til almost 6! after this 2 weeks holiday, i'll be goin off for my attachment again for 10wks. will be in CGH. somewhere in between, i'll be goin to KKH. will be taking care of those women and babies.. but i dont want!! i wanna go IMH!!! its more exciting. but wth... maybe next posting.

now what will i be doin for my 2 wks holiday? hmm.. any plans? beep me.

ps: so Fi.. kalau kau masuk hospital call aku... aku bole visit kejap.. wahaha!!!

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damn it! damn it! damn it!
tomorrow's my bio exam.
and u've guessed it...
ive not yet started on my revision.
and u have nooooo idea how much stuff i need to know.
but yea.. its partly my fault for not starting it early.
so later today... when my mom comes back from work.. i'll start on it..
hopefully...hopefully!! my mom wont be yelling out my name to do stuff..
i hate when im sooo concentrated on something and someone just interfers with the moment...
speaking of the yankee.. here comes my mummy.. k crap...
she's home...

while we're on the topic of my mummy yankee..
lets talk about her...
i dont know why... maybe its because its my dad's fav dish..
but! she cooks asam pedas and ikan berlada atleast 2 or 3 times a wk....
its not that im sick of it but... VARIETIES!!! I WANT VARIETIES!!

errkk oke.. news update.. my parents are goin for a jemputan..
that means i cannot get started with my revision.
unless they're bring the kids...
please please!!! take them!!

hmm... the 2 packet of cookie mixture that i bought like many months ago is left abandoned in the cabinet...
i should really start baking it soon...
maybe next week...
and maybe i should get started on my revision...
hah.. good idea..

chalo!

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i cant do anything but to just accept the fact.
im irritating. *shrugs*
there's nothing more i can say...

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movies movies.. i would like to watch these following movies. anybody who have the vcd.. borrow urhh! and those who have watched it.. tell me how it is.

RV
Click
Just my luck
Pirates of the Caribbean
Over the hegde
Frostbite
Mortuary
Re-cycle

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Shouts!