You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.

Im sooooooo happy tonight!!!

Wanna know y??

I got to meet my Sweets for a while jus now! And i got a kiss too! heee...

Oke.. BYE!

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If you talk about me,

I got an advice.

Click your heels three times

And say "I wish i had a life".

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The worst thing in the world is seeing the one u love with the one they love,
you always love the ones who leaves u and leaves the one who luvs u........

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I just cant hold it...

Muhammad Izhar Bin Ali
Just want u to know that i truely love u.
I miss u soo soo much
I love u even more.
I dont know why but ive never felt like this before.
Ive never cried sooooooo much for a guy..never in my life.
I guess i know u to well.
And to tell u the truth.. i actually trusted u.
U're the only one who knows secrets of mine that ive never told anyone before.
U know why im not mad at u when u went MIA for months and just dont mind abt it?
Because i dont wanna lose u...
U know why i get pissed off everytime u talked abt Farezah?
Because im jealous and im scared u would go back to her like u did before.
U know why i always kept things to myself?
Because i dont wanna trouble u with the problems i have.

What goes around comes around...
I guess these are the feelings u had last time huh?
I am so so sorry for what ive done.
Everyone change. Like u said.
I changed. I know that.
U changed.
Thats life aint it?
We just have to quickly adjust ourselves to these changes.

Once again..
Im so sorry for what ive done.
I love u so so much Muhd Izhar.
Missing u all the time...

IheartU!

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I cant believe this.
Its over..
Its actually over..
Just like that!
Hah!
Im not f-king attached anymore.

Ive heard alot about love being sweeter the second time around..
To tell the truth ive never believed in second chances.
Ive never trusted anyone.
But a few months back i gave a second chance to someone
thats because i actually trusted that person
and i actually believed that love is sweeter the second time around.
I am soooooooo f-king WRONG.
BULLSHIT!!
I am so DUMB!...so STUPID!
So dumb that i would trust anyone just like that
and so stupid to actually give a second chance.
I should have sticked to what i always am.

The girl who dont trust anyone.
The girl who dont believe in second chances.

Can someone please tell me why im crying now?

Btw..
sucks aint it when u miss him like crazy and there he is missing someone else?
sucks aint it when u've not been meeting him for like a month and he is like ok with it?
sucks aint it when u really wanna go out with him badly and he say he already had plans or he's just lazy?
sucks aint it when u really need them badly at that point of time and they decided to meet u but with his friends around cos they are actually hangin out?

Argh!! i give up!!!!!!!!!
Everything just sucks big time!!!

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Name: Nordiana Bte Sulaiman
NIRC: S8772277J
Date of Birth: 07/09/1987
Address: -CONFIDENTIAL-

Patient's Diagnosis: Depression

Medication: Slit wrist

Home plan: Refer to IMH

Am I hurt?
Next time, KILL ME!!!!

Arghh!!!

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Shy-N...what's ur email for ur MySpace acc?

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I was browsing through all my blog entries in my MySpace account and found something. I wrote an entry about my Sweets. Something about me being IN LOVE with him about a year ago and Art, a friend of mine, posted a comment about it. And i thought i should share it. So here is what she wrote....

i've always liked d feeling of love..
-lovely, so lovelywhen u see his name on ur hp screen,
u juz cant stop beaming..
and wen u've speaked to him for ages
ur ears get warm on d phone but u still dun care..
cos listenin to his voice has always been a pleasure.

and wen u talk bout the thing that matters most,
ur always eager to hear of wad he has to say.
and even if sumtimes u dun agree,
u juz hafta agree wit him,
juz to please his heart.

u dun care if he says sumthin a lil nasty to u,
cos u dun feel it.u like it when he sneezes,
u like it when he yawns..
even if he's so open he myte fart infront of u,
u dun really give a damn to it,
cos u adore him so so much.

when its time to meet up,
ur heart juz cant stop beating so fast
sumtimes it goes so fast,
u thought it was d beat of system of a down in 'chopsuey'
u wanna wear sumthin dats really nice,
but if u guys were open enuff
wearin anything doesnt really matter
as long as u get to see him face to face
ur days made.

early mornings when u get wake up calls frm him.
or d either way round.
dun u love it how he sounds in d morning?
even though sumtimes he myte sound like a croaky toad
u din really notice.
heh.

and when everyday before u go to sleep,
u call him or msg juz to wish him gd nyte.
and when he sends his warm wishes
ur heart juz jumps and soon u realise ur cheek bones hurt
caused by all d smiling.

-nothin is so much sweeter den love.
the joyness it brings,
the heart fluttering moments.
the times u have...
lovely, so lovely

That is like the longest comment i ever got. hah.. Anyhoos~~ Its like she read my mind. I posted a summary and she posted a comment of the full thing. Get what i mean?

Lovely aint it, being in love and all? All u do is just dream on about the guy or gal u're in to. But when it comes to the real thing..my god its tough.

Ouh ya... another friend of mine, Luqman, posted a comment on the same entry and this is what he wrote..

Just as another person's love life closes.....another one starts to boom.... tt's life ain't it?

I soooooo have to agree with him.. haha!!

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SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY!

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SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY!

That's it!! Gotta prepare for work!

ps: miss him many many. does he? -thinks-

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DIANA

Queen of heaven, divine one : Latin

Balanced and fairminded you possess the ability to use sound reason and judgement when determined and decisive action is required. Persuasive and logical you tend to be an influential figure in your circle of friends and associates. You are extremely adaptable and this is necessary as you seem to be continually being presented with decisions of a life altering nature.

NORDIANA

Having confidence in yourself and integrity you have your emotions under control and are rarely ruffled. You have a quiet and reflective manner and are responsive to the needs of others giving you the ability to be a mediator. You are extremely successful in the material world being organised, financially astute and pursuing realistic goals. Your caring attitude and compassion certainly makes you a loved individual.

NORDIANA SULAIMAN

You are honest, hardworking and tenacious with a practical approach to life. Being independent and with the ability to accept responsibilities the worldly success which you achieve is a result of your own efforts. Balanced emotions and forward planning mean that you are rarely ruffled by circumstances. You have creative flair which might find an outlet through art or in social projects.

TRY IT OUT!

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Sucks aint it when theres alot of things in your chest and u cant let it out?
Sucks aint it to hold it back as it makes u have unexplainable feelings?
Sucks aint it when u try to make a point when partly is ur fault?
Sucks aint it when u let it out and u just end up breaking out in tears?
Sucks aint it when u try to tell and all the above happens?
Sucks aint it when u dont tell?
Sucks aint it when u tell?
Sucks aint it when u just keep quite?
Sucks aint it when when speak out?
Sucks aint it when u dont want to tell to keep another bad situation coming?
Sucks aint it when u cant fight back?
Sucks aint it when u fight back and shit just pop out like pop corns?

Sucks to write all this cause i know people will think im lame.

Well, it sucks to be me.........

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the mood swings.
the no answer kinda questions.
the i call u back later.
the go and do your things first then call me back.
the i dont know where to go.
the takde pape.
the silence.
the past.
the see how la.
the see my mood first.
the turned down confidence.
the disappointments.
the unsuccessful plans.

makes me sad?

what u think?

the late night calls while sleeping just to hear hellos.
the hugs.
the byes at the lift area.
the kisses on the neck.
the breakfast.
the pick ups.
the dates.
the smses.
the laughter when we meet.

miss them?

hah...

what u think?

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Wohoooo!!!

It's OVER f-kers!!!

Attachment in Pasir Ris Polyclinic is OVER!!

Thank god!!!

The October babies!!!!

Happy getting old to Fiza and Irfan!!!!!!

Their birthday fall on the same day.. Which is TODAY!!!! Enjoy darlings!!

Anyways.. Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan! Semoga ia memberi kesabaran dan ketaqwaan.

Insya Allah....

Oke..that's all..

Thank you...

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MY LIFE JUST SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!

I'M F-KING GROUNDED FOR LIFE!!!

EVERY BLAME IS ON ME!!!!

FUCK MY SISTER!!!!

FUCK HER ATTITUDE!!!!

FUCK YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM IN F-KING BIG TROUBLE BECAUSE OF U LITTLE TWAT!!!!!!!!!

BLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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What is happening to my oh so pathetic life?
Well its getting worse.
I cry more.
I think more.
I get mood swings even more.
My ex-classmates.. u should know how its like if i have mood swings.
One word...............UGLY!

I really dont know what feelings im having at different point of time.
Everything is like jumbled up.
Like my whole body system have gone hyewired..

I sometimes cry for no reason.
I'll feel sad but i dont know where the sadness came from.
I would actually cry anywhere.
At work..
In the bus..
On the bed..
In the toilet..
Anywhere.....................

Am i stress?
Am i guilty of something?
Am i thinking too much?

Ugh!!!

What's the keys to a good relationship to u guys?

To me its...
Honesty
Trust
Forgive
Forget

Most would actually say the same too i guess..
But i dont think all that will work if both or one party wont implement it.
Whats honesty if u cant take it?
Whats trust if u're listening to lies?
Whats forgiving if u dont mean it?
Whats forgetting if u keep bringing it up?

Im typing nonsense.

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Shouts!