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Seriously...i dont know what to write about. Its all the same. Lectures, hundreds of students in canteen, goin home late and yah-dee-yah in sch...I'll just say what pops up in my mind..-thinking-Went to sch early today to have an early lunch with Izyati. My class starts at 1, so when met at about 11.40...Today's Bio lesson was great. Why? The teacher had a good pace unlike any other days. So i actually understand most of if. I just have to start revising them n get it into my head. Practical was great too cos now i really understand the whole procedure of TPR(Temp/Pulse/Respiration). Cant wait for BP(blood pressure) practical which will start the next lesson.I partnered with Suhana during the TPR practical just now. So she starts first as the nurse and me as a patient. So she have to take my info(name ic birthdate) and she got shocked when i told her my birthdate when she asked. Haha..i guess u people would know why. We actually have the same birthday date. Haha..another one.. Now i got Devon Sawa, Wan, Is's younger sis and Suhana. I wonder who else got the same birthdate as me... -wonders-Hmm..I saw Biol in sch today at the cafeteria before my class starts. He's on attachment but he had to come back to sch for a project. Thats what he told me a few days ago on the phone. He looks happy. I think he got excited to look at the new batch of nursing girls' undergarments! Haha!! He said that when he called me the other day..i didnt made it up. So i only assumed that that was what made him looked happy. =) I also saw Firdaus, one of the Pentagon guys, during my tea break. He came to ITE Simei to eat. He's from ITE Tamp btw. Yea..talked abit and then he went off with Zul.Today i asked some of my classmates' hp number and email add so i can add them in MSN and Friendster. Will do more of that tmr or some other day.Umm..the girls planned to take our O Levels cert on Friday..but i think we'll confirm that again tmr or Friday. Sat..Izz ask me to accompany him to find a new jeans for himself. But i dont really like goin out on Sats, so after he get the jeans, off we go. Home.Im broke!!I got not enough money for the whole week!!Im tired!!My body's aching!! I dont know when my CCA starts!!I dont know how my class advisor is like!!I'm bored!!I'm OUT!!
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Yup..back to school Diana. After 6 months or so of not schooling. Yikes! It feels funny to wear uniforms again. A nurse uniform adds the weirdness.
The first weeks was fine. We had orientation for the first 3 days. It was hectic. Very remas cos its orientation, so half the school's break time is almost at the same time. So yea..imagine that yourself. Made new friends from my class and also from other classes. But im more comfortable with the new friends from the other classes, which is from Muzainah's class. My class is just plain boring. I mean..there's a group which is too quiet and a group which is too kecoh/noisy. So i dont really know with which group i should be close with. But now im just sticking with the quiet group. Just hafta get use to it.
School's facilities are great. Food's oke...not bad at all. Co op shop is just like 7 eleven. The dance studio..my god!! Gerek la~~
Bio gets harder as it gets more detailed and have to study new topics besides from what i've learn in sec sch. I guess for those who didnt study bio before is gonna struggle. No bull...
For my CCA i took volleyball and ofcourse..what else..dance. But i have no idea when's the practice is gonna be. I'll just find out from someone someday. S&W which is also known as P.E. is on a Monday and its 2hrs long. Yikes!! Hope there's not much of running. Cos i think i'll be out of breath in the first round. Haha! Damn~
My time table just sucks BIG time. Everyday except Wed..sch starts at 8am. Mon to Wed finish at 6pm. Wed starts at 1pm. Friday finish at 12nn. Sucks ain't it? But then again..i hafta get use to it.
My class advisor's out for 2wks. So a temporary class advisor is ard. And she's slow and forgetful and always giving the wrong info. Ugh!! idiotic larh.. but its only for 2 wks. I hope my real class advisor would be nothing like her. Hope better and can get along well kinda teacher.
Izz's friend, Azahari or Azhari, is in the same class as mine. Izz calls him Azzmidah.. Haha! I have no idea why.
I dont know what else to talk abt cos nothing much.. Maybe next wk then...
Im OUT!!
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Drizk and Shoc!!!! U guys are sick!!!!! STOP IT WITH THE SNAPPING OF THE PIGEON'S NECK!!!! *disgusted*
ps: I still have not got my shoes. *pouts*
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Hey hey! Been busy these few days looking for sch stuff. But didnt get all. So here it goes...
On Wednesday, the girls and i when to buy our sch uniforms. It was fun..haha. The uniforms are almost perfect fit. The cutting quite nice. The dress's length is perfect but it's slightly loose on the hips, the pants is long and the top is just nice. But i only altered the length of my pants. The rest is oke. Oh well...after buying our uniforms we when for breakfast then off to Suntec. We when to meet Hadilah who's working at Coffee Bean and waited for her to finish work at for. And were there at ard 1 or 2. So yea..we just chilled there and talked abt the past and all. It was fun. And i made a new friend!! haha..He's Hadilah's collegue and bla bla bla..-laughs-
Oke2 anyway..didnt really surveyed for a shoe on Wednesday. So i did the surveying yesterday with Idriz. I was looking for skate shoe..but then i had only 60 bucks. So it was difficult. Then i just thought of jus buying all black jack purcell or was it just converse which cost only $29.90 but i was in no luck. No sizes. Even at Converse boutiques. Then i gave up for a while. We when to Marina square to check the place out. It's nice but boring. Anyways..we when in Royal Sporting House and found an all black Vans skate shoe. Almost all black la. It's $69.90 and remember i only had 60freakingbucks. Aiyooo...If only i had $70 bucks it would be a whole lot easier. Then we chilled at Esplanade then his friends came. Then we when home at ard 9.
I logged in MSN last night and Syadi pm-ed me saying 'jus spray ur old sch shoes' Hah!! smart ass...
Today, im gonna get them shoes but i have no idea where's the nearest Royal Sporting House. I think TM got urh..i'll just go there. Rahman is having a pit today and Fithri asked me yest if i wanted to go..and straight away i said yes..haha..miss my classmates lar~~but its raining today. Im not sure if most of them will be coming or not. I'll just sms them.
Oke..im very tired right now. Ive not been getting enough sleep so yea..
Im OUT!!
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Well, did nothing much today. Just did laundry and sweeping. Aizan, my nephew, is here today and i just have to bear the mess that's gonna come within the next few days. *pulls hair*
Yesterday when out for a movie with a friend of mine, Idriz. We went to catch Mr & Mrs Smith. Funny show i must say. I guess love is sweeter the second time around. A movie to be watch. I would give 4? out of 5. Uhuh...
Tmr..will be goin to sch to buy uniforms with the girls. Then head out to City Hall to find a pair of shoe for myself(the rest will be doin the same too i guess or they might have bought them already) and then just hangout. Hope i can get a nice black pair of shoe. Skate shoe would be great.
This weekend for sure i will go out. Sch's starting next Monday!!!! I hope im not brain dead yet.
OUT!!
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Yea i can really see that u have tons of guy friends than girl friends Rab. =) Thank you so much darls. It really does makes me feel better.
Yea Shy-N...invincible ants!!! eeuuggh!!
Hmm..i never really thought ppl would actually read up on my entries. hehe.. thanks to those who would actually read my pathetic blog!!!! It does makes me happy. =)
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I'd just finished watering my mom's plans. There's this plan that's taller than the one behind it and its tilting to the back causing the one at the back being camo-ed. So i thought of switching their places. And when i carreid the tall one...my goodness...thousands of small ants came out from an opening of a brick. And there's white stuff on their backs. Euw!!!! So i poured a cup of water on it and guess what? It didnt die. I kept pouring n pouring and they are still moving. They even walked on water! What kind of ants where those?!?!?! So, my thought on switching their places changed. Now i have this feeling that ants are moving all over me! My face, hands, legs, ears...ugh!! So that's it. That's all i wanted to tell... hehe..
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I am so sick and tired of always having to clean up the house and then someone else would just mess it up again. Why can't people in this house just cooperate. It would be much much much easier. My mom would always leave her scarf on the sofa. My sis would always leave tissue paper where ever she wants. My bro would always mess up the letters. My dad..he's always in his room so nothing much. My cat leaves fur everywhere in the house. Clean laundry will always be on the sofa. I must admit it..i hate doing laundry and folding up clothes. I can do anything else except that. I just hate it.
I feel so remas when the house is in a mess. I would usually clean up but not today. Why? Because the mess that my house is in is clothes-everywhere-around-the-house mess. Ugh!!
My mom's nagging. Cant stand it. Laters......
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Unity Of Aggression 2005
12th June
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7 Pound Vein
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A Butterfly Caught
Violence Caused The Silence
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Compilation CD features oringinal songs by: Evolva, Aviery, Deathsynth, A butterfly Caught, Hanartia, Dyna Turmoil, Jackalhyde, Demolished, 7 Pound Vein, Shadow Embrace and Violence Caused The Silence.
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The KL trip was boring. I dont even wanna talk abt it.
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Im goin off to KL tmr with my aunt, uncle, Nana my younger sis, and a cousin. So today i'll be goin Bukit Batok to my younger sis's house and stay over cos tmr morning we will be taking a bus from there with the rest of other people who are goin. So yea..i havent pack my stuff yet. I'll do it much later today. Hmm..for sure im gonna shop. But i think i'll jus get shoes and my dad asked me to buy cloth for this yr's hari raya. So yea.. I think this yr will be white..but see la if there's anything nice i'll jus buy urh.. I'll be back on Monday so see ya on Monday..
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I dont know what came up to me to write down about this. I think i have to let it out one way or another. Cos if i dont, i think i will explode. I dont know in what way. Maybe thru crying or screaming or what stupid things that might be in the way.
Im feeling so empty. Its not like it happened just now but its been there for a very long time. You have no idea how long. I feel like i have no one. Like no friends or best friends or close friends like most of the people around me have. I dont know how to put it. I do have friends, yes. But i dont feel them around me. It like they're there for a while then just *poof*. Ugh! how should i say this?
Umm... oke.. the friends i have..mostly guys, my sisters, cousins, my sec sch girls and thats it. The people that often ask me out is only my younger sis who doesnt stay with us n my cousins. And the only time they will ask me out is when they have no one to go out with and then they will call me out. Like a last resort thing. Some are busy with ther BFs and ex BFs. And its also hard when majority of my friends are guys. And u know guys..they usual go out in a group of guys kinda thing. U know like the boys day out kinda stuff. So it'll be awkward if i were to tag along. Cos its something people will call 'extra'. The girls from my sec sch, we only go out when we have to do stuff like go apply for sch, buy uniforms and go for event we have to work with. My elder sis..she got her friends of her peers so if i were to tag along with them, i'll be labeled as the kid. As my age is around the age of most trendy wankers are.. in their eyes im one of them. They think low of people my age as we are new to stuff. And they are the kinda people who would brag that they've been there done that when they were younger with things that teens now are doing.
Whatever it is, i just wanna say that i have no one to talk to abt the problems i have, the ups and downs im going through, the feelings i have in me and i really want to let it out but no one was ever there. Best friends? i dont have any. Parents? they dont undertand. Sisters? they are busy with their own lives. Cousins? they dont know the real me.
Ugh!! I dont know how i shld describe the feelings i had for years. There's too much to say. All i do is cry all night thinking about my life and pray everynight on my bed before i go to sleep hoping the one above could actually help me with my life and calm me down.
I think nobody is even bother to read this anyway... I should just stop here.
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Hmm..i can see that bloggers have not been updating their blogs these days. Some just delete their account and some just dont update. In my link, there's like 3 or 4 who deleted their account and 1 or 2 didnt update. Well..im not complaining or what cos ive been lazy to post my daily doings myself. I put up something nonsensicle instead like the one abt the birthday, seduction style and blabla.. And ofcos like the post im doin now. I got nothing to do n nothing to say so yeeeeeeaaaaaaa......
Im OUT!!
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